Escapism

[00:09.91] Sleazin' and teasin', I'm sittin' on him

[00:12.41] All of my diamonds are drippin' on him

[00:14.91] I met him at the bar, it was 12 or somethin'

[00:16.91] I ordered two more wines, 'cause tonight, I want him

[00:19.66] A little context if you care to listen

[00:22.16] I find myself in a shit position

[00:24.67] The man that I love sat me down last night

[00:26.91] And he told me that it's over, dumb decision

[00:29.66] And I don't wanna feel how my heart is rippin'

[00:31.91] In fact, I don't wanna feel, so I stick to sippin'

[00:34.41] And I'm out on the town with a simple mission

[00:37.16] In my little black dress, and this shit is sittin'

[00:39.41] Just a heart broke bitch, high heels, six inch

[00:41.91] In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne

[00:44.91] I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with

[00:47.16] In the back of the taxi, sniffin' cocaine

[00:49.41] Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex

[00:52.16] I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page

[00:54.66] Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar

[00:56.91] To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways

[01:00.41] 'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[01:06.16] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[01:09.91] Doctor, doctor, anything, please

[01:12.41] Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me, take this pain away

[01:16.66] You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel

[01:19.91] Toke this joint how I'm blowin' this steam

[01:22.16] Back to my ways like 2019

[01:24.66] Not 24 hours since my ex did dead it

[01:26.92] I got a new man on me, it's about to get sweaty

[01:29.91] Last night really was the cherry on the cake

[01:32.16] Been some dark days lately and I'm finding it crippling

[01:34.66] Excuse my state, I'm as high as your hopes

[01:37.16] That you'll make it to my bed, get me hot and sizzling

[01:39.66] If I take a step back to see the glass half full

[01:41.91] At least it's the Prada two-piece that I'm trippin' in

[01:44.66] And I'm already actin' like a dick, know what I mean?

[01:48.67] So you might as well stick it in

[01:49.66] Just a heart broke bitch, high heels, six inch

[01:52.16] In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne

[01:54.91] I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with

[01:57.16] In the back of the taxi, sniffin' cocaine

[01:59.66] Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex

[02:02.16] I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page

[02:04.66] Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar

[02:06.90] To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways

[02:10.41] 'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[02:16.17] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[02:19.91] Doctor, doctor, anything, please

[02:22.41] Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me, take this pain away

[02:26.91] You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel, mm (what?)

[02:31.91] 'Cause I don't wanna feel like I felt last night

[02:36.16] I don't wanna feel like I felt last night

[02:41.16] Be at peace with the things you can't change (last night)

[02:45.16] I'll be naked when I leave and I was naked when I came, yeah

[02:49.67] Out of reach, out of touch, too numb, I don't feel no way

[02:55.41] Toast up, so what? Street small, but it go both ways

[03:00.17] So you'll run, yeah, but you'll never escape

[03:05.91] Sunset in the maze (you're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel)

[03:11.16] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[03:16.16] I don't wanna feel how I did last night, oh

[03:19.91] Doctor, doctor, anything, please

[03:22.17] Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me

[03:26.66] You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel

[03:31.16] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[03:36.16] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[03:42.41] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[04:04.42] Mm, lipstick smudged like modern art

[04:06.91] I don't know where the fuck I am or who's drivin' the fuckin' car

[04:09.91] Speedin' down the highway, sippin'

[04:12.17] Mixin' pills with the liquor 'cah fuck these feelings

[04:14.91] I left everyone I love on read (uh-huh)

[04:17.16] Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed (uh-huh)

[04:19.66] I remember nothing, so there's nothing to regret (uh-huh)