YAADIEN

[00:00.65] I don't what is wrong with me,

[00:01.65] Aur kyun hoon main itna bechain,

[00:03.15] Kise karun complain?

[00:04.15] Kispe daalu main ye blame?

[00:04.90] Kyu ho rahe mere saath mein,

[00:06.40] Saare mind games,

[00:06.90] Dost ban gaya ab ye saala pain,

[00:07.90] Ab bhaad mein ja life ke saare aim,

[00:09.90] Roz main khud se kehta hoon,

[00:11.40] That you just needs to relax, Dino James,

[00:12.65] Main bhi chahta hoon hamesh khush rahoon,

[00:14.40] Aur ye faaltu ke thoughts se door rahoon,

[00:16.40] Par ye moti lohe ki zanzeeron se,

[00:18.15] Koi idea hai main kaise chootoon,

[00:19.90] Dimaag ki maine laga di hai,

[00:21.15] Ye kaun sa khayal itna haavi hai,

[00:22.90] Maa-baap ka sochke main zinda hoon,

[00:24.40] Baaki jeene ki koi wajah nahi ab baaki hai,

[00:26.15] Jaane kyu badal raha hai mera point of view,

[00:27.90] Main andar se zara bhi khush nahi hoon,

[00:29.65] Aisa lagta hai kisi ne ek bada sa screw,

[00:31.65] Nikala huya hai mere dil ke through,

[00:33.15] Kabhi lagta hai use main janta hoon,

[00:34.90] Fir nahi milta hai mujhe koi clue,

[00:36.40] Wait, don't tell me ke ye tu hai,

[00:37.90] Hello baby, Is it you?

[00:38.90] Kya ye tu hai? jo mere andar ab tak aise,

[00:41.65] Kundli maarke chupke baithi hai,

[00:43.40] Ab kya chahiye tujhe?

[00:44.40] Jo mere paas tha,

[00:45.40] Wo almost sab kuch toh tu le gayi hai,

[00:46.40] I can't believe that abhi tak pagli,

[00:47.41] Tu mere andar aise zinda hai,

[00:49.42] Is game ka saala koi refree hai,

[00:50.90] Jo hum dono ke point gin raha hai,

[00:53.40] Tujhe zara sa bhi idea hai,

[00:54.65] Meri life kaise upside down badal gayi hai,

[00:56.15] Kabhi lagta hai that I lost my mind,

[00:57.90] Samajh ni aata kya galat kya sahi hai,

[00:59.15] Do din mein tune mujhe bhula diya,

[01:00.15] You piece of wood,

[01:01.90] Tere andar kya koi dil nahi hai?

[01:03.90] Tujhe unconditionally maine pyaar kiya hai,

[01:04.90] Shaayad itni si meri galti hai,

[01:06.16] Tujhe yaad hai tu hug karke kehti thi,

[01:07.90] D promise me that you'll never leave me,

[01:08.90] Main tha par jab mujhe zaroorat thi baby,

[01:11.65] Tu mujhe kahi bhi dikhayi di nahi,

[01:12.90] Ulajh gayi thi yaar saali zindagi,

[01:14.65] Tha between a devil and a fuckin deep sea,

[01:16.15] I wish tu mujhe samajh paati,

[01:18.15] Uss waqt mujhe teri sabse zayda need thi,

[01:19.65] Jaanti hai tere kaaran maine kitne dost chhode,

[01:21.40] Maine unse abtak baatein ki nahi,

[01:22.65] Maine kya-kya saha hai tere chakkar mein,

[01:24.40] Kisi ko bata bhi ni sakta main loudly,

[01:25.90] Ye sab jaankar bhi you know kyu sunta rehta tha,

[01:28.15] Main teri ki-ki, Coz I really loved you,

[01:30.65] Aur pehle din se maine tere ko samjh liya tha apni biwi,

[01:32.90] Kabhi lagta hai ki main aisa kya karu?

[01:34.90] Jo tu mere paas wapis aa jaaye,

[01:36.90] Main tujhe aisa kya bolu?

[01:38.15] Jo tu mere saare sacrifices ko samajh paaye,

[01:39.40] Kaash main tujhe bata paata ladki,

[01:41.65] How much you really mean to me,

[01:42.90] Main aisa kya karu?

[01:44.15] Jo ek baar toh kam se kam tujhe kabhi meri yaad aaye,

[01:46.40] Tujhe meri yaadein kyu nahi aati,

[01:52.40] Tujhe meri yaadein kyu nahi aati,

[01:59.15] Tujhe meri yaadein kyu nahi aati,

[02:05.90] Tujhe meri yaadein kyu nahi aati,

[02:12.67] Remember ek baar humne pee li thi,

[02:14.40] Fir baad mein tune surprise ring di thi,

[02:16.40] Main toh literally aa gaya tha on my knee,

[02:18.90] Logon se bhar gaya tha na poora CCD,

[02:19.90] Ab bhi jaata hoon toh waiters puchte hain sirji,

[02:21.90] Ki aajkal madam dikhti ni,

[02:23.65] Fir main jhooth bolta hoon ke tu kaam mein busy,

[02:24.90] That she's working for some big MNC,

[02:26.15] Main kuch bhi karu baby kya farak padta hai?

[02:28.15] Tune toh wohi kiya jo tujhe karna hai,

[02:29.90] Pata ni tha ki jab main lattoo tha,

[02:31.65] Uss samay se actually mujhe darna hai,

[02:32.90] Sab bolte hain bhai tu badal gaya hai,

[02:34.65] Tu pehle wala funny Dino ni lagta hai,

[02:36.15] Main zinda hoon saala woh kaafi hai,

[02:37.90] Mujhe khud ni pata mujhe karna kya hai?

[02:39.91] Main maanta hoon main kangaal tha,

[02:42.65] Main maanta hoon mera bura haal tha,

[02:43.40] Main maanta hoon ki main ik loser hoon,

[02:44.90] Aur tere freedom ke beech mein ek wall tha,

[02:46.15] Main maanta hoon ke hazaaron lakhon baar,

[02:48.15] Shayad tu mere kaaran royi hai,

[02:49.65] Main maanta hoon sab barbaad ho raha tha,

[02:51.65] Aur main ekdum laachaar tha,

[02:54.16] Main maanta hoon ki main insecure hoon,

[02:55.40] Aur tere doston ko lekar pareshan tha,

[02:56.15] Main maanta hoon main chillaata tha,

[02:57.65] Aur hamesha ladne ko taiyaar tha,

[02:59.65] Main maanta hoon har waqt shikayton ka,

[03:01.40] Mere paas ek bhot bada bhandaar tha,

[03:02.90] Par Bhagwan jaanta hai beta,

[03:03.90] Tere ko lekar sirf aur sirf bhot pyaar tha,

[03:05.90] Ye hone ka bhi shayd koi kaaran hi hoga,

[03:08.15] Is mein bhi shayad unki koi marzi hai,

[03:09.90] Kyunki na toh mere chahne se tu aayi thi baby,

[03:11.40] Aur tu na mere chahne se gayi hai,

[03:12.90] Shayad yeh sab sirf ek attraction tha,

[03:14.65] Shayd maine hi thi ye sab stories pakayi,

[03:16.40] Shayad you never love me,

[03:17.91] And I was just another fuckin kind of life,

[03:19.40] Teri saari problems hamesha meri thi,

[03:21.15] Aur life kuch bhi ni tha baby tujhse bada,

[03:23.15] Koi bhi nahi tha mere saath khada,

[03:24.65] Himmat se tune bhi ni kabhi mera haath pakda,

[03:26.40] Aur main khush hoon,

[03:27.40] That I gave my best,

[03:28.65] Aur jo ban pada woh maine sab kiya,

[03:29.40] But afsos tujhe kuch bhi yaad nahi,

[03:30.66] Aur ye sab kuch beta jiya ko kam pada,

[03:31.90] You know aajtak himmat bhi nahi juta paaya hoon,

[03:35.91] Main tere photos tak delete karne ki,

[03:36.66] Gusse mein pehle fenk deta hoon,

[03:38.16] For dhoond-dhoond ke le aata hoon,

[03:39.15] Tune jo ring di thi,

[03:39.90] Chup chup ke dusro ke phones se abhi tak,

[03:42.66] Main tere Whatsapp ke pics check karta hoon,

[03:43.40] Hoping, kabhi toh tune ye likha hoga,

[03:44.65] That I really really miss my baby,

[03:46.65] Tujhe meri yaadein kyu nahi aati,

[03:59.16] Tujhe meri yaadein kyu nahi aati,

[04:12.91] Kitne sweet huye karte the na,

[04:14.41] Aadhe aadhe ghante ke hum dono ke breakup,

[04:15.91] Fir kaisi roti huyi shaklein bana kar karte the na,

[04:18.16] Ek dusre ko apni pics Whatsapp,

[04:19.41] Haan maine bola tha, chali ja,

[04:20.91] Jaanta tha lamba nahi chalne wala yeh naatak,

[04:22.66] Par pata nahi tha iss baar tu lotegi nahi,

[04:24.41] Teri life mein koi aur aa chuka hai na baby ab?

[04:25.91] Dus din mein tu kisi aur ke saath mein thi,

[04:27.91] Itni bhi tujhe kya jaldi thi,

[04:29.41] Mujhe sudhrne ka, mujhe sambhalane ka,

[04:31.16] At Least meri jaan ek moka toh deti,

[04:32.66] Main bhi ek weak insaan hi hoon baba,

[04:34.66] Ho gayi yaar mujhse galti,

[04:35.91] Ek confusion tha woh sort ho jaata,

[04:37.91] Lekin ye karne ki tujhe kya jaroorat thi,

[04:39.16] Bhot jalad main dekhna tujhe bhula doonga,

[04:41.41] Aur meri life koi aur ladki aayegi,

[04:42.41] Main duniya ki usse saari khushiyan dunga,

[04:44.41] Aur wohi hogi meri sabse pehli priority,

[04:45.66] Tujhe kya lagta tha haan?

[04:47.41] Main zindagi bhar tujhe lekar rota rahunga,

[04:49.16] Oh fuck! I'm wrong,

[04:50.66] main jaanta hoon teri jagah koi nahi le payegi,

[04:52.66] Sab kehte hain Dino, Just let her go,

[04:54.66] Par tu bata main tujhe kaise jaane doon,

[04:56.41] You're my little puppy na,

[04:58.16] Ab tu bata aisi haalat mein main kya karu?

[05:00.91] Kabtak aise denial mein, ro-ro kar main apni life jiyun,

[05:02.91] Kaash upar wala mujhe ek moka de,

[05:04.66] Tujhse aakar main yeh keh sakoon,

[05:07.16] Kya bataun? dil mein yun khamoshiyan hain kyun,

[05:12.41] Tu bata main kya karu?

[05:16.16] Tujhe main kaise jaane doon?

[05:18.91] Ke.

[05:19.66] Tujhe meri yaadein kyu nahi aati,

[05:32.66] Tujhe meri yaadein kyu nahi aati,