When I'am gone

[00:01.60] Yeah, it's my life

[00:04.35] My own words, I guess

[00:05.85] Have you ever loved someone so much

[00:08.10] You'd give an arm for

[00:09.59] Not the expression, no

[00:11.10] Literally give an arm for

[00:12.60] When they know they're your heart

[00:14.10] And you know you are their armor

[00:15.85] And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her

[00:18.85] But what happens when karma

[00:20.60] Turns right around and bites you

[00:22.09] And everything you stand for turns on you to spite you

[00:25.10] What happens when you become the main source of her pain

[00:28.60] "Daddy look what I made"

[00:30.35] "Dad's gotta go catch a plane"

[00:31.60] "Daddy where's mommy?

[00:32.86] I can't find mommy, where is she?"

[00:34.85] "I don't know, go play, Hailie baby, your daddy's busy

[00:37.35] Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gon' write itself"

[00:41.10] I give you one underdog, and you gotta swing by yourself

[00:44.10] Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her

[00:47.60] And put hands on her mother who's the spittin' image of her

[00:50.60] That's Slim Shady, yeah baby Slim Shady's crazy

[00:54.09] Shady made me

[00:55.35] But tonight, Shady's rock-a-bye baby

[00:57.59] And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn

[01:00.35] Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that

[01:03.85] I'm lookin' down on you smilin'

[01:06.35] And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back

[01:10.59] And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn

[01:13.85] Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that

[01:17.10] I'm lookin' down on you smilin'

[01:19.10] And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back

[01:23.09] I keep havin' this dream

[01:24.35] I'm pushin' Hailie on a swing, she keeps screamin', she don't want me to sing

[01:28.84] "You're makin' mommy cry, why, why is mommy cryin'"

[01:32.34] "Baby, daddy ain't leavin' no more, daddy you're lyin'

[01:35.60] You always say that, you always say this is the last time

[01:39.09] But you ain't leavin' no more daddy, you're mine"

[01:42.09] She's pilin' boxes in front of the door tryin' to block it

[01:45.10] "Daddy please, daddy, don't leave, daddy, no, stop it"

[01:48.60] Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket

[01:51.60] It's got a picture, "This will keep you safe daddy, take it with ya"

[01:54.85] I look up, it's just me standin' in the mirror

[01:58.10] These fuckin' walls must be talkin', 'cause man I can hear 'em

[02:01.35] They're sayin', "you got one more chance to do right

[02:04.09] And it's tonight, now go out and show 'em that you love 'em before it's too late"

[02:08.35] And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door

[02:11.35] It turns to a stage, they're gone and the spotlight is on and I'm singin'

[02:14.59] And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn

[02:18.10] Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that

[02:21.10] I'm lookin' down on you smilin'

[02:22.85] And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back

[02:27.34] And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn

[02:30.10] Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that

[02:34.09] I'm lookin' down on you smilin'

[02:36.10] And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back

[02:40.10] Sixty thousand people all jumpin' out their seat

[02:42.60] The curtain closes, they're throwin' roses at my feet

[02:45.85] I take a bow, and thank you all for comin' out

[02:49.36] They're screamin' so loud, I take one last look at the crowd

[02:52.35] I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seein'

[02:55.60] "Daddy, its me, help mommy, her wrists are bleedin'"

[02:59.10] But baby we're in Sweden

[03:00.85] How did you get to Sweden?

[03:02.10] "I followed you daddy

[03:03.35] You told me that you weren't leavin'

[03:05.35] You lied to me dad, and now you made mommy sad

[03:08.35] And I bought you this coin, it says number one dad

[03:11.60] That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin"

[03:14.60] "I get the point, fine, me and mommy are goin'"

[03:17.85] "But baby wait, it's too late dad, you made your choice

[03:21.35] Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us

[03:24.10] That's what they want

[03:25.60] They want you, Marshall

[03:27.59] They keep screamin' your name

[03:29.60] It's no wonder you can't go to sleep

[03:30.85] Just take another pill, yeah I bet you you will!

[03:33.59] You rap about it, yeah word, kid keep it real"

[03:37.10] I hear a applause, all this time I couldn't see

[03:40.35] How could it be, that the curtain is closin' on me

[03:43.60] I turn around, find a gun on the ground

[03:46.60] Cock it, put it to my brain, scream "die Shady!" And pop it

[03:49.87] The sky darkens, my life flashes

[03:52.60] The plane that I was supposed to be on, crashes, and burns to ashes

[03:56.36] That's when I wake up

[03:58.10] Alarm clock's ringing, there's birds singin'

[04:00.11] It's spring and Hailie's outside swingin'

[04:02.85] I walk right up to Kim and kiss her tell her I miss her

[04:06.10] Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister almost as if to say

[04:08.84] And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn

[04:13.35] Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that

[04:15.60] I'm lookin' down on you smilin'

[04:18.60] And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back

[04:22.60] And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn

[04:25.34] Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that

[04:28.86] I'm lookin' down on you smilin'

[04:31.37] And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back