It's been so long

[00:00.70] .

[00:09.74] I don't know what I was thinking

[00:11.87] Leaving my child behind

[00:14.26] Now I suffer the curse and now I am blind

[00:19.31] With all this anger, guilt and sadness

[00:22.23] Coming to haunt me forever

[00:24.62] I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river

[00:29.94] Is this revenge I am seeking?

[00:31.98] Or seeking someone to avenge me?

[00:34.37] Stuck in my own paradox, I wanna set myself free

[00:39.15] Maybe I should chase and find

[00:42.08] Before they'll try to stop it

[00:44.46] It won't be long before I'll become a puppet

[00:49.79] It's been so long

[00:52.16] Since I last have seen my son lost to this monster

[00:55.62] To the man behind the slaughter

[00:59.60] Since you've been gone

[01:02.01] I've been singing this stupid song so I could ponder

[01:05.46] The sanity of your mother

[01:09.61] .

[01:29.68] I wish I lived in the present

[01:31.81] With the gift of my past mistakes

[01:34.21] But the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes

[01:39.51] Your sweet little eyes, your little smile is all I remember

[01:44.31] Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper

[01:49.88] Justification is killing me

[01:51.76] But killing isn't justified

[01:54.40] What happened to my son? I'm terrified

[01:59.48] It lingers in my mind

[02:01.59] And the thought keeps on getting bigger

[02:04.51] I'm sorry my sweet baby, I wish I've been there

[02:09.82] It's been so long

[02:11.95] Since I last have seen my son lost to this monster

[02:15.42] To the man behind the slaughter

[02:19.67] Since you've been gone

[02:22.06] I've been singing this stupid song so I could ponder

[02:25.78] The sanity of your mother

[02:29.69] .