Serotonin

[00:12.85] I'm running low on serotonin

[00:16.60] Chemical imbalance got me twisting things

[00:19.84] Stabilize with medicine

[00:22.60] There's no depth to these feelings

[00:26.85] Dig deep, can't hide

[00:29.85] From the corners of my mind

[00:32.60] I'm terrified of what's inside

[00:37.60] I get

[00:38.61] Intrusive thoughts like cutting my hands off

[00:41.10] Like jumping in front of a bus

[00:42.60] Like how do I make this stop

[00:44.61] When it feels like my therapist hates me

[00:46.60] Please don't let me go crazy

[00:48.35] Put me in a field with daisies

[00:49.60] Might not work but I'll take a maybe

[00:51.35] Oh, been breaking daily

[00:52.60] But only me can save me

[00:54.35] So I'm capitulating

[00:56.10] Crying like a fucking baby

[00:57.85] I'm running low on serotonin

[01:08.09] Chemical imbalance got me twisting things

[01:11.35] Stabilize with medicine

[01:14.60] But there's no depth to these feelings

[01:17.85] Dig deep, can't hide

[01:21.34] From the corners of my mind

[01:24.10] I'm terrified of what's inside

[01:29.35] I get

[01:30.10] Intrusive thoughts

[01:31.10] Like burning my hair off

[01:32.61] Like hurting somebody I love

[01:34.10] Like does it ever really stop?

[01:36.35] When there's control I lose it

[01:38.11] Incredibly impulsive

[01:39.60] So scared I'm gonna end up doing something stupid

[01:42.85] But I try to contain it

[01:44.35] Oh, it gets so draining

[01:45.86] It's like my heart is failing

[01:47.60] Every night I'm contemplating

[01:49.35] My inner voices saying, "tough"

[01:51.11] So I try to brush it off

[01:52.60] Yeah, try to brush it off

[01:56.10] I'm running low on serotonin

[01:59.60] Chemical imbalance got me twisting things

[02:02.85] Stabilize with medicine

[02:05.85] But there's no depth to these feelings

[02:09.10] Dig deep, can't hide

[02:12.86] From the corners of my mind

[02:18.38] I'm terrified of what's inside