this is me trying

[00:29.21] I've been having a hard time adjusting

[00:32.21] I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting

[00:35.46] I didn't know if you'd care if I came back

[00:39.45] I have a lot of regrets about that

[00:42.45] Pulled the car off the road to the lookout

[00:45.69] Could've followed my fears all the way down

[00:49.43] And maybe I don't quite know what to say

[00:52.47] But I'm here in your doorway

[00:55.43] I just wanted you to know

[00:57.97] That this is me trying

[01:01.69] I just wanted you to know

[01:04.69] That this is me trying

[01:25.24] They told me all of my cages were mental

[01:28.20] So I got wasted like all my potential

[01:31.72] And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad

[01:35.47] I have a lot of regrets about that

[01:38.96] I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere

[01:42.96] Fell behind all my classmates and I ended up here

[01:46.22] Pourin' out my heart to a stranger

[01:49.21] But I didn't pour the whiskey

[01:51.97] I just wanted you to know

[01:54.46] That this is me trying

[01:58.43] I just wanted you to know

[02:01.68] That this is me trying

[02:06.21] At least I'm trying

[02:21.21] And it's hard to be at a party

[02:23.98] When I feel like an open wound

[02:25.95] It's hard to be anywhere these days

[02:27.45] When all I want is you

[02:29.44] You're a flashback in a film reel

[02:30.71] On the one screen in my town

[02:33.95] And I just wanted you to know

[02:36.93] That this is me trying (Maybe I don't quite know what to say)

[02:42.71] I just wanted you to know

[02:43.97] That this is me trying

[02:50.69] At least I'm trying