Current State of Mind IV (Ft. Benny Chill & Yukio Soul)
[00:07.88] Zoocci Coke Dope! He's the dealer
[00:14.59] Go on live your life, you're good on your own
[00:18.22] Grab a camp chair, you don't deserve a throne
[00:21.94] Stuck with memories, I'm sitting all alone
[00:25.30] I was with my niggas probably getting stoned
[00:29.02] I was your nigga, I was like your mascot
[00:31.84] You were looking average, I was giving mad props
[00:35.47] I was addicted to your pussy like a crack rock
[00:38.84] Take my weed, put it in the stash spot
[00:42.29] I'm only joking, it's crazy what love will make you do
[00:45.74] I guess it's my fault, I've always seen a better you
[00:49.20] If you were me and I was you, I wonder what you would
[00:51.85] Do
[00:52.91] And I would never put you through the things you put me
[00:55.48] Through
[00:56.71] Looking at my efforts, I feel like a fool
[01:00.07] Can never fall in love, I fall into a pool
[01:03.52] Ass fat full moon in the afternoon
[01:06.97] What happens after school happens after school
[01:10.72] 'Cause when it's wartime, it's really wartime
[01:14.16] And when it's your time, it's really your time
[01:17.50] Made a name for yourself, it's everywhere you go
[01:21.38] Even where you stay I couldn't love a hoe
[01:23.67] You know for you I played a fool
[01:27.12] The things you do, I'd never do
[01:30.58] It's constantly war between us both
[01:34.29] Your love ain't for me, I need something new
[01:38.55] Push me away any chance you get
[01:41.99] Don't try to stay, it will be the same
[01:44.66] You just need to run away from me
[01:48.10] You just need to stay away from me
[01:52.43] Fuck if you love when you don't love yourself
[01:56.24] Smoking on broccoli, man, I hope it helps
[01:59.51] I find some time to think properly, still gon' fuck
[02:02.51] Yourself
[02:03.31] Way this shit is going I can't wish you well
[02:06.83] Throwing all my coins down a wishing well
[02:10.19] Before I wish you well, 'cause you bring me hell
[02:13.64] Lies between your lights, but now I know you well
[02:16.99] Overthinking everything, I'm in a mental cell
[02:21.41] Why would you act like I was insecure
[02:24.51] When you were lying I couldn't be sure
[02:28.22] You saw my pain and couldn't be a cure
[02:31.67] You saw my pain and brought me some more
[02:35.39] You had me wrapped around your lil' finger
[02:38.74] Get over you I hope it happen quicker
[02:45.56] Blow up my brains, I'm finna pull the trigger
[02:49.02] Voices in my head, Zulu I wish you dated
[02:52.47] Bad communication running out [?]
[02:55.93] Don't wanna see you now, don't wanna see you later
[02:59.39] Telling all my homies that I fucking hater ya
[03:02.30] You know for you I played a fool
[03:05.66] The things you do, I'd never do
[03:08.85] It's constantly war between us both
[03:12.30] Your love ain't for me, I need something new
[03:16.81] Push me away any chance you get
[03:20.28] Don't try to stay, it will be the same
[03:23.19] You just need to run away from me
[03:26.82] You just need to stay away from me
[03:33.90] You see, true love is the only type of love that can keep
[03:40.27] And sustain a relationship. And to help you to make the
[03:44.70] Ultimate sacrifice; to give up playing games, quit
[03:49.73] Distructive habits and quit counselling when you can, to
[03:55.31] Acquire tools and knowledge in order to for you to help
[03:58.49] The relationship
[04:00.25] Interviewer: And it sounds like that stuff was what lead
[04:01.76] You to go to your GP
[04:03.27] Zoocci Coke Dope: Yeah, yeah
[04:03.96] Interviewer: So how was that changed things for you?
[04:07.69] Zoocci Coke Dope: Damn! It's a crazy question. It's uhm...
[04:12.37] Firstly I promised myself to try and forget the whole
[04:16.88] Thing and act like it never happened because it was such
[04:19.98] A bad time for me mentally and I never wanna think
[04:23.87] About it. This is therapy so if I had to explain it to
[04:26.53] Someone...
[04:28.28] I feel like I died that day but my eyes never closed
[04:38.81] I feel like I died that day but my eyes never closed
[04:48.64] I feel like I died that day but my eyes never closed
[04:59.53] I feel like I died that day but my eyes never closed
[05:10.16] I feel like I died that day but my eyes never closed
