Audit - WALTEN FILES
[00:28.30] I've got a business, I've got a lovely wife
[00:31.75] Everything I could want, I've got a perfect life
[00:35.22] It's like you're hardly working when it's something you love
[00:38.91] A brain of calculation, its heart an abacus
[00:42.36] But I think I'd be lying if I didn't say this
[00:45.82] I've got a way with words but, not a way with emotions
[00:49.54] I've got a silver bullet, I've got a self-prescription
[00:52.99] I say, "hand me one more drink," you call it an addiction
[01:03.60] I open up the bottle, let inhibition go
[01:07.32] Maybe I shouldn't, though
[01:08.89] I know I shouldn't, though
[01:10.77] If it becomes a problem, if it seeps in my bones
[01:14.48] Nobody has to know
[01:16.07] Nobody has to know
[01:19.78] I've got a business, I've got a lovely wife
[01:23.25] Maybe I lie a little, but I'm doing alright
[01:26.70] I say that I'll get better, I say I'm trying to quit
[01:30.51] But if you know me, you would know I'm faking it
[01:33.85] It's only twice a day, then three, then four, then five
[01:37.58] It's not like it'll kill me, it makes me feel alive
[01:41.01] At least I thought that I did, don't let them know I told you this
[01:44.71] But I don't know how to resist, I hate my own excuses
[01:48.07] Choking on desolation, sip on amaretto
[01:51.80] Won't make me better, though
[01:53.64] I won't get better, though
[01:55.23] I can stop when I want to, I still have self control
[01:58.82] But I'll never say no
[02:00.68] But I'll never say no
[02:02.55] I know I fucked it all up, I'm not a perfect man
[02:06.00] But I swear I'll get better, this isn't who I am
[02:09.45] It's really not your problem, you shouldn't give a damn
[02:12.90] You don't know how I'm feeling, so don't try to understand
[02:16.63] Past 60 on the dashboard, past .08 in my blood
[02:20.07] I'm feeling kind of funny, all common sense undone
[02:23.80] Swerving all over the road, got children in the back
[02:27.25] How are we gonna get home?
[02:29.38] I'm really sorry, Jack, I-
[02:30.60] The crashing sound of metal, the bleeding from my nose
[02:34.54] I'm so stupid, I know
[02:36.04] Fucking awful, I know
[02:37.76] The iron taste in my mouth mixes with the merlot
[02:41.66] They won't breathe anymore
[02:43.25] They won't breathe anymore
[02:44.85] I've really done it this time, where's there for me to go?
[02:48.56] God damn it, I don't know
[02:50.41] How could I ever know?
[02:52.00] A shallow grave from my hands, flesh and blood down below
[02:55.64] Pick up, pick up the phone
[02:57.49] Pick up, pick up the phone
