PTSD
[00:07.55] I was walking home on a Sunday
[00:12.61] I was walking home on a Sunday
[00:18.49] I was walking home on a Sunday
[00:24.33] I was walking home on a Sunday
[00:28.05] And I'm not looking back
[00:29.38] But I'm not looking forward to anything in my life 'cause it never liked me
[00:33.38] I can't sleep 'cause I don't know what's inside me
[00:36.30] The devils demons haunt and do divide me
[00:41.62] And I think I'm over it
[00:46.13] So I won't stop walking
[00:50.64] If told you the story bet you wouldn't believe
[00:54.10] Not sure I should feel a sigh of relief
[00:57.08] He got them but he didn't get me
[00:58.96] But for some odd reason I don't feel free
[01:02.95] So now what
[01:05.60] This pain is too much
[01:08.52] The screams of the people make music in my head and listens to tough
[01:12.77] So I must
[01:14.63] Wipe my mind everything I saw in that church
[01:17.02] Suppress all these feelings even though that they hurt
[01:19.94] I don't understand how you could let this happen God I wanna know why you even let that man on earth
[01:26.85] I believe that this life is by you and whatever you choose is the best
[01:32.18] I believe in the choices you make even thought they may hurt and effect
[01:38.02] I'm just human I don't understand you I know you are very complex
[01:42.83] What should I go next my thought cannot collect my PTSD shakes me and leaves me depressed
[01:53.19] In the back of my mind there's a place that I know full of sorrow
[01:59.05] When I think of those times my anxiety fills what is hollow
[02:04.63] I don't know when it'll go away
[02:07.28] But I hope it'll go away
[02:10.48] I just pray I feel better when I sleep and wake up tomorrow
[02:16.33] Left foot, right foot, keep walking
[02:18.97] Left foot, right foot, keep walking
[02:21.89] Don't look back your past is haunting
[02:24.82] Demons creeping always stalking
[02:27.74] In that church I got down crawling
[02:30.67] Couldn't not stop my eyes from balling
[02:33.32] Children screaming, bodies falling
[02:36.24] Keeps on shooting, bullets hawking
[02:39.16] Someone help us, please just stop him
[02:42.09] Why's he laughing, he's been plotting
[02:45.00] Says get up, I hear death calling
[02:47.66] I stood up and started walking
[02:50.58] We locked eyes and he was smiling
[02:53.52] Shot himself, I saw him dying
[02:56.42] Adrenaline was in my system I couldn't I had to go
[02:59.91] But I just knew that if I made it out I'd get out and praise to the lord
[03:02.83] Now I'm walking on this Sunday and I just hope I make it home
[03:08.68] I was walking home on a Sunday
[03:14.01] I was walking home on a Sunday
[03:19.58] I was walking home on a Sunday
[03:25.69] I was walking home on a Sunday
