Escapism

[00:08.16] Sleazin' and teasin', I'm sittin' on him

[00:10.54] All of my diamonds are drippin' on him

[00:12.41] I met him at the bar, it was twelve or something

[00:14.80] I ordered two more wines 'cause tonight, I want him

[00:16.93] A little context if you care to listen

[00:19.05] I find myself in a shit position

[00:21.44] The man that I love sat me down last night

[00:23.57] And he told me that it's over, dumb decision

[00:25.70] And I don't wanna feel how my heart is rippin'

[00:27.82] In fact, I don't wanna feel, so I stick to sippin'

[00:30.20] And I'm out on the town with a simple mission

[00:32.32] In my little black dress and this shit is sittin'

[00:34.45] Just a heart broke bitch, high heels six inch

[00:36.84] In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne

[00:38.70] I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with

[00:40.83] In the back of the taxi sniffin' cocaine

[00:42.69] Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex

[00:45.61] I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page

[00:47.47] Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar

[00:49.86] To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways

[00:53.05] 'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[00:57.57] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[01:01.28] Doctor, doctor, anything, please

[01:03.15] Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me

[01:05.27] Take this pain away

[01:06.87] You're askin' me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel

[01:10.21] Toke this joint how I'm blowin' this steam

[01:11.93] Back to my ways like 2019

[01:14.05] Not twenty-four hours since my ex did dead it

[01:16.33] I got a new man on me, it's about to get sweaty

[01:18.61] Last night really was the cherry on the cake

[01:20.74] Been some dark days lately and I'm findin' it cripplin'

[01:23.13] Excuse my state, I'm as high as your hopes

[01:25.25] That you'll make it to my bed, get me hot and sizzlin'

[01:27.38] If I take a step back to see the glass half-full

[01:29.23] At least it's the Prada two-piece that I'm trippin' in

[01:32.17] And I'm already actin' like a dick, know what I mean?

[01:35.08] So you might as well stick it in

[01:36.15] Just a heart broke bitch, high heels six inch

[01:38.81] In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne

[01:40.70] I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with

[01:42.82] In the back of the taxi sniffin' cocaine

[01:44.94] Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex

[01:47.07] I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page

[01:49.46] Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar

[01:51.75] To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways

[01:54.43] 'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[01:59.20] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[02:02.92] Doctor, doctor, anything, please

[02:05.05] Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me

[02:07.18] Take this pain away

[02:09.03] You're askin' me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel, mm (What?)

[02:12.76] 'Cause I don't wanna feel like I felt last night

[02:17.00] I don't wanna feel like I felt last night

[02:21.52] Be at peace with the things you can't change (Last night)

[02:24.61] I'll be naked when I leave and I was naked when I came, yeah

[02:29.02] Out of reach, out of touch

[02:31.69] Too numb, I don't feel no way

[02:34.61] Toast up, so what?

[02:36.20] Street small, but it go both ways

[02:38.59] So, you'll run, yeah

[02:41.95] But you'll never escape

[02:43.37] Sunset in the maze

[02:44.71] (You're askin' me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel)

[02:48.07] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[02:52.32] I don't wanna feel how I did last night, oh

[02:55.50] Doctor, doctor, anything, please

[02:57.90] Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me

[03:01.88] You're askin' me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel

[03:05.87] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[03:09.85] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[03:14.37] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[03:35.36] Mm, lipstick smudged like modern art

[03:37.48] I don't know where the fuck I am or who's drivin' the fuckin' car

[03:39.07] Speedin' down the highway, sippin'

[03:41.73] Mixin' pills with the liquor 'cah fuck these feelings

[03:43.85] I left everyone I love on read (Uh-huh)

[03:45.71] Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed (Uh-huh)

[03:47.83] I remember nothing so there's nothing to regret (Uh-uh)

[03:49.96] Other than this 4/4 kick drum poundin' in my head