emails i can't send

[00:03.73] It's times like these wish I had a time machine

[00:09.04] So I could see what you did October thirteenth

[00:12.76] At 10:15, were you really asleep?

[00:16.21] Were you lying to me and the family?

[00:19.93] There's no us in us when I'm lacking trust

[00:23.65] You wanna discuss, ugh

[00:26.04] You disgust me

[00:27.63] Don't make me cuss you out

[00:30.02] Why'd you let me down?

[00:31.88] Don't say sorry now

[00:34.80] And thanks to you I, I can't love right

[00:39.32] I get nice guys and villainize them

[00:43.04] Read their texts like they're having sex right now

[00:46.76] Scared I'll find out that it's true

[00:49.95] And if I do, then I blame you for

[00:54.20] Every worst that I assume

[00:57.11] When I'm forty-five, someone calls me their wife

[01:00.83] And he fucks our lives in one selfish night

[01:04.55] Don't think I'll find forgiveness as fast as mom did

[01:08.27] And, God, I love you, but you're such a dipshit

[01:12.53] Please fucking fix this

[01:16.77] 'Cause you were all I looked up to

[01:20.75] Now I can't even look at you

[01:38.82] I mean, as they say in Chicago

[01:43.07] "He had it coming"