It's Been So Long

[00:09.86] I don't know what I was thinking

[00:11.99] Leaving my child behind

[00:14.38] Now I suffer the curse and now I am blind

[00:19.43] With all this anger, guilt and sadness

[00:21.82] Coming to haunt me forever

[00:24.20] I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river

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[00:29.78] Is this revenge I am seeking?

[00:31.91] Or seeking someone to avenge me?

[00:34.30] Stuck in my own paradox, I wanna set myself free

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[00:39.35] Maybe I should chase and find

[00:42.27] Before they'll try to stop it

[00:44.40] It won't be long before I'll become a puppet

[00:49.17] It's been so long

[00:51.83] Since I last have seen my son lost to this monster

[00:55.28] To the man behind the slaughter

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[00:59.27] Since you've been gone

[01:01.66] I've been singing this stupid song so I could ponder

[01:05.38] The sanity of your mother

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[01:29.55] I wish I lived in the present

[01:31.67] With the gift of my past mistakes

[01:34.06] But the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes

[01:39.38] Your sweet little eyes, your little smile is all I remember

[01:44.15] Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper

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[01:49.74] Justification is killing me

[01:51.60] But killing isn't justified

[01:54.00] What happened to my son? I'm terrified

[01:59.30] It lingers in my mind

[02:00.89] And the thought keeps on getting bigger

[02:04.35] I'm sorry my sweet baby, I wish I've been there

[02:09.39] It's been so long

[02:12.05] Since I last have seen my son lost to this monster

[02:15.50] To the man behind the slaughter

[02:19.22] Since you've been gone

[02:21.61] I've been singing this stupid song so I could ponder

[02:25.33] The sanity of your mother

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