brutal

[00:13.72] I want it to be like, messy

[00:21.72] I'm so insecure, I think

[00:23.70] That I'll die before I drink

[00:25.71] And I'm so caught up in the news

[00:27.47] Of who likes me, and who hates you

[00:29.47] And I'm so tired that I might

[00:31.45] Quit my job, start a new life

[00:33.46] And they'd all be so disappointed

[00:35.22] 'Cause who am I, if not exploited

[00:37.45] And I'm so sick of seventeen

[00:39.20] Where's my fucking teenage dream?

[00:41.22] If someone tells me one more time

[00:42.95] "Enjoy your youth", I'm gonna cry

[00:44.95] And I don't stick up for myself

[00:46.95] I'm anxious and nothing can help

[00:48.71] And I wish I'd done this before

[00:50.70] And I wish people liked me more

[00:53.20] All I did was try my best

[00:54.72] This the kinda thanks I get?

[00:56.71] Unrelentlessly upset (Uh, oh)

[01:00.70] They say these are the golden years

[01:02.45] But I wish I could disappear

[01:04.45] Ego crush is so severe

[01:06.46] God, it's brutal out here

[01:16.43] I feel like no one wants me

[01:17.96] And I hate the way I'm perceived

[01:19.96] I only have two real friends

[01:21.72] And lately, I'm a nervous wreck

[01:23.72] 'Cause I love people I don't like

[01:25.47] And I hate every song I write

[01:27.46] And I'm not cool, and I'm not smart

[01:29.46] And I can't even parallel park

[01:31.71] All I did was try my best

[01:35.46] This the kinda thanks I get?

[01:35.74] Unrelentlessly upset (Uh, oh)

[01:39.21] They say these are the golden years

[01:41.23] But I wish I could disappear

[01:42.95] Ego crush is so severe

[01:45.22] God, it's brutal out here

[01:52.22] (She's having a really good time)

[02:04.18] Got a broken ego, broken heart

[02:13.21] And God, I don't even know where to start