My life
[00:19.56] I used to wear my heart out on my sleeve
[00:21.95] Now I keep my heart hidden real deep
[00:24.62] Cause I don't trust the way you changing on me
[00:26.73] Come around for a minute then you gon leave
[00:29.65] As a child, had a hard upbringing
[00:32.04] So I focused on the music, started singing
[00:34.70] And I fell in love with the beats
[00:36.56] I'm trynna tell the people this is more than a dream.
[00:38.95] Like damn
[00:40.01] I been through some shit that you won't ever understand
[00:42.14] Been to hell and back but I know God's got a plan
[00:44.79] I've been feeling lonely, I just wanted me a friend
[00:47.19] But they did me wrong, again and again
[00:49.84] Oh, it's time that I let go
[00:53.02] I'm picking up the pencil
[00:55.68] I'm trynna heal my mental
[00:59.14] Everyone that did me wrong, they all tried running back
[01:01.79] But I don't got no time to play like I been on the bench
[01:04.45] I been deep up in my thoughts, I'm deep up in my head
[01:06.85] I'm focused on the music, focused on the bread
[01:09.49] Cause people always change, but the money don't
[01:11.67] I'd rather not go and get high, cause it can't fix these lows
[01:14.59] I feel like Macaulay always home alone
[01:17.25] I don't wanna talk DND on the phone
[01:19.10] A lot of pain but I never let it change me
[01:21.49] I don't trust because the realest one's betrayed me
[01:23.90] They trynna hop up on my wave like they the Navy
[01:26.82] You used to be my friend, but now you hate me
[01:29.21] Say that you my friend but you did me cold
[01:31.61] I don't really trust, I don't do that no more
[01:34.26] Rather be alone, ya I'd rather be alone
[01:36.65] Struggling with pain and then I did it on my own
[01:39.05] Where the fuck were you when I was crying out for help
[01:41.70] Dealing with this pain and then I did it by myself
[01:45.48] I still did it by myself
[01:47.08] You always came but you always let me down
[01:49.75] Took my heart and then I put it in the ground
[01:51.87] Took my heart and then I put it in these sounds
[01:55.89] I don't trust the words coming out your mouth
[01:58.64] I know the shit you did, I wish that I could air it out
[02:00.84] My problems building up while you been trynna tear me down
[02:03.42] I tried to tell you what you did, but you ain't hear me out
[02:06.10] Shit is crazy cause I know you fucking hear me now
[02:09.09] Alone, all I ever feel is alone
[02:13.91] The phone, nobody's picking up the phone
[02:17.57] Took so long to build this bridge, now I'm like fuck it, let it burn
[02:19.72] Tell me why you preying on me, you don't even go to church
[02:22.13] They say pain is a lesson and we all gotta learn
[02:24.80] But tell me when the fuck you gonna get what you deserve
[02:27.73] Cause I was there for you when you was down at your worst
[02:29.85] But you dipped out for a bitch when I needed shit in return
[02:33.84] But I guess that's how it goes
[02:35.96] And I guess that's how it works
[02:39.42] Can you tell me why
[02:42.08] Can you tell me why
[02:44.24] Can you tell me why, ya
[02:47.43] Can you tell me why
[02:49.57] Can you tell me why
[02:51.96] Can you tell me why
[02:54.09] Ya ya, it's Ovi Wood
