Mansion_NF_Lyrics_

[00:02.63] Insidious is blind inception

[00:03.69] What's reality with all these questions?

[00:06.61] Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in

[00:10.33] Slept in

[00:13.25] Broken legs, but I chase perfection

[00:16.44] These walls are my blank expression

[00:19.63] My mind is a home I'm trapped in

[00:23.88] And it's lonely inside this mansion (mansion, mansion)

[00:31.05] Yo, my mind is a house with walls, covered in lyrics

[00:34.51] They're all over the place, there's songs in the mirrors

[00:37.96] Written all over the floors, all over the chairs

[00:41.14] And you get the uncut version of life when I go downstairs

[00:44.33] That's where I write when I'm in a bad place and need to release

[00:47.52] And let out the version of NF you don't wanna see

[00:50.71] I put holes in the walls with both of my fists 'til they bleed

[00:53.89] You might get a glimpse of how I cope with all this anger in me

[00:56.82] Physically abused, now that's the room that I don't wanna be in

[01:00.01] That picture ain't blurry at all, I just don't wanna see it

[01:03.46] And these walls ain't blank, I just think I don't wanna see 'em

[01:06.64] But why not? I'm in here, so I might as well read 'em

[01:11.16] I gotta thank you for this anger that I carry around

[01:13.02] Wish I could take a match and burn this whole room to the ground

[01:16.21] Matter of fact, I think I'ma burn this room right now

[01:19.40] Somehow, this memory, for some reason, just won't burn down

[01:22.58] You used to put me in the corner, so you could see the fear in my eyes

[01:25.77] Then took me downstairs and beat me 'til I screamed, and I cried

[01:28.96] Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind

[01:32.14] But I'ma keep the door shut and lock the lyrics inside

[01:36.40] Insidious is blind inception

[01:39.58] What's reality with all these questions?

[01:42.50] Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in

[01:47.29] And slept in

[01:49.15] Broken legs, but I chase perfection

[01:52.33] These walls are my blank expression

[01:55.52] My mind is a home I'm trapped in

[01:58.71] And it's lonely inside this mansion, inside this mansion

[02:04.28] Yo, my mind is a house with walls, covered in pain

[02:07.47] See, my problem is, I don't fix things, I just try to repaint

[02:10.66] Cover 'em up, like it never happened, say, "I wish I could change"

[02:13.85] Are you confused? Come upstairs and I'll show you what I mean

[02:16.77] This room's full of regrets, it just keeps getting fuller, it seems

[02:19.96] The moment I walk into, it's the same moment that I wanna leave

[02:23.41] I get sick to my stomach every time I look at these things

[02:26.33] But it's hard to look past when this is the room where I sleep

[02:29.81] I look around, one of the worst things I wrote on these walls

[02:33.25] Was the moment I realized that I was losing my mom

[02:36.45] One of the first things I wrote was, "I wish I woulda called"

[02:39.63] But I should just stop now, we ain't got enough room in this song

[02:42.55] And I regret the fact that I struggled trying to find who I am

[02:45.74] And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can

[02:48.93] Shrug it off like it ain't nothing, like it's out of my hands

[02:53.70] Then get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plans

[02:56.63] And I regret watchin' these trust issues eat me alive

[02:58.76] And at the rate I'm goin', they'll probably still be there when I die

[03:01.68] Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind

[03:05.13] The question is, will I ever clean the walls off in time?

[03:09.12] Insidious is blind inception

[03:12.30] What's reality with all these questions?

[03:15.22] Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in

[03:20.27] And slept in

[03:21.86] Broken legs, but I chase perfection

[03:25.32] These walls are my blank expression

[03:28.24] My mind is a home I'm trapped in

[03:31.43] And it's lonely inside this mansion, inside this mansion

[03:37.00] So this part of my house, no one's been in it for years

[03:40.19] I built a safe room and I don't let no one in there

[03:43.38] 'Cause if I do, there's a chance that they might disappear

[03:46.83] And not come back, and I admit, I am emotionally scared

[03:50.02] To let anyone inside, so I just leave my doors locked

[03:52.68] You might get other doors to open up, but this door's not

[03:55.86] 'Cause I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me

[03:58.78] And I'll be the only person that I can blame when you desert me

[04:01.97] I'm barricaded inside, so stop watchin'

[04:05.16] I'm not coming to the door, so stop knockin', stop knockin'

[04:09.25] I'm trapped here, God keeps saying I'm not locked in

[04:12.45] I chose this, I am lost in my own conscience

[04:15.63] I know that shuttin' the world out ain't solvin' the problem

[04:18.83] But I didn't build this house because I thought it would solve 'em

[04:22.27] I built it because I thought that it was safer in there

[04:24.92] But it's not, I'm not the only thing that's livin' in here

[04:28.12] Fear came to my house years ago, I let him in

[04:31.30] Maybe that's the problem, 'cause I've been dealing with this ever since

[04:34.50] I thought that he would leave, but it's obvious, he never did

[04:37.41] He must have picked a room and got comfortable and settled in

[04:40.60] Now I'm in a position, it's either sit here and let 'em win

[04:44.06] Or put him back outside where he came from, but I never can

[04:47.77] 'Cause in order to do that, I'd have to open the doors

[04:50.96] Is that me or the fear talking? I don't know anymore

[04:55.48] It's lonely

[05:01.59] Inside (inside), inside (inside)

[05:06.11] It's lonely (it's lonely)

[05:11.68] Oh, yeah, it's lonely

[05:18.06] Inside this mansion