Ghost Badflower
[00:02.06] I tried it once before but I didn't get too far
[00:08.61] I felt a lot of pain but it didn't stop my heart
[00:15.67] And all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuck
[00:22.41] But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up
[00:43.18] I tried it once before and I think I might messed up
[00:49.89] I struggled with the veins and I guess I didn't bleed enough
[00:56.82] But maybe I'm alive because I didn't really wanna die
[01:03.68] But nothing very special ever happens in my life
[01:10.60] Take the blade away from me
[01:13.68] I am a freak, I am afraid that
[01:17.38] All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
[01:22.65] And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
[01:27.39] I died to be the white ghost
[01:30.28] Of the man that I was meant to be
[01:41.44] I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut
[01:48.19] I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough
[01:54.96] And I shoulda told my mother "mom, I love you" like a good son
[02:01.74] But this life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one
[02:07.37] Take the blade away from me
[02:10.25] I am a freak, I am afraid that
[02:13.91] All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
[02:18.98] And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
[02:24.00] I died to be the white ghost
[02:26.80] Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah
[03:05.49] I tried it once again and I think I might black out
[03:11.57] I shoulda left a letter but I had nothing to write about
[03:19.50] My blood is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up
[03:25.98] The cutting part was easy but regretting it is so fucked
[03:31.49] Take the blade away from me
[03:35.91] I am a freak, I am afraid that
[03:39.61] All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
[03:44.58] And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
[03:49.72] I died to be the white ghost
[03:52.51] Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah
[03:55.08] I tried it once again and I think I went too far
[03:59.51] The man that I was meant to be
[04:03.69] I cut a little deeper and the pressure stopped my heart
[04:07.14] The man that I was meant to be
[04:10.72] I couldn't tell my mother "mom, I love you", I'm a bad son
[04:13.70] This life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one
