Escapism.

[00:09.56] Sleazin' and teasin', I'm sittin' on him

[00:12.00] All of my diamonds are drippin' on him

[00:14.66] I met him at the bar, it was 12 or somethin'

[00:16.78] I ordered two more wines, 'cause tonight, I want him

[00:19.44] A little context if you care to listen

[00:22.10] I find myself in a shit position

[00:24.49] The man that I love sat me down last night

[00:26.88] And he told me that it's over, dumb decision

[00:29.26] And I don't wanna feel how my heart is rippin'

[00:31.67] In fact, I don't wanna feel, so I stick to sippin'

[00:34.31] And I'm out on the town with a simple mission

[00:36.96] In my little black dress, and this shit is sittin'

[00:39.34] Just a heart broke bitch, high heels, six inch

[00:42.03] In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne

[00:44.69] I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with

[00:47.08] In the back of the taxi, sniffin' cocaine

[00:49.19] Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex

[00:51.85] I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page

[00:54.24] Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar

[00:56.89] To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways

[01:00.37] 'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[01:05.68] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[01:09.63] Doctor, doctor, anything, please

[01:12.06] Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me, take this pain away

[01:16.31] You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel

[01:19.49] Toke this joint how I'm blowin' this steam

[01:22.42] Back to my ways like 2019

[01:24.56] Not 24 hours since my ex did dead it

[01:26.95] I got a new man on me, it's about to get sweaty

[01:29.60] Last night really was the cherry on the cake

[01:31.99] Been some dark days lately and I'm finding it crippling

[01:34.67] Excuse my state, I'm as high as your hopes

[01:36.79] That you'll make it to my bed, get me hot and sizzling

[01:39.44] If I take a step back to see the glass half full

[01:41.83] At least it's the Prada two-piece that I'm trippin' in

[01:45.53] And I'm already actin' like a dick, know what I mean?

[01:48.23] So you might as well stick it in

[01:49.56] Just a heart broke bitch, high heels, six inch

[01:51.96] In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne

[01:54.60] I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with

[01:57.00] In the back of the taxi, sniffin' cocaine

[01:59.39] Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex

[02:02.04] I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page

[02:04.44] Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar

[02:06.83] To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways

[02:10.29] 'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[02:15.87] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[02:19.60] Doctor, doctor, anything, please

[02:22.00] Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me, take this pain away

[02:26.77] You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel, mm (what?)

[02:31.29] 'Cause I don't wanna feel like I felt last night

[02:35.78] I don't wanna feel like I felt last night

[02:41.09] Be at peace with the things you can't change (last night)

[02:45.07] I'll be naked when I leave and I was naked when I came, yeah

[02:50.39] Out of reach, out of touch, too numb, I don't feel no way

[02:54.91] Toast up, so what? Street small, but it go both ways

[03:00.74] So you'll run, yeah, but you'll never escape

[03:05.80] Sunset in the maze (you're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel)

[03:10.83] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[03:15.62] I don't wanna feel how I did last night, oh

[03:19.60] Doctor, doctor, anything, please

[03:22.52] Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me

[03:26.13] You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel

[03:31.18] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[03:35.97] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[03:42.80] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[04:04.08] Mm, lipstick smudged like modern art

[04:07.00] I don't know where the fuck I am or who's drivin' the fuckin' car

[04:09.92] Speedin' down the highway, sippin'

[04:11.78] Mixin' pills with the liquor 'cah fuck these feelings

[04:14.71] I left everyone I love on read (uh-huh)

[04:17.09] Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed (uh-huh)

[04:19.22] I remember nothing, so there's nothing to regret (uh-huh)

[04:21.39] Other than this 4-4 kick drum poundin' in my head