The Gift

[00:33.90] Hold me now I need to feel relief

[00:42.43] Like I never wanted anything

[00:50.94] I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to

[01:00.25] I'm so ashamed of defeat

[01:08.72] And I'm out of reason to believe in me

[01:17.24] I'm out of trying to get by

[01:25.75] I'm so afraid of the gift you give me

[01:34.25] I don't belong here and I'm not well

[01:42.77] I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living

[01:51.28] Right on the wrong side of it all

[02:15.74] I can't face myself when I wake up and look inside a mirror

[02:25.03] I'm so ashamed of that thing

[02:32.49] I suppose I'll let it go 'till I have something more to say for me

[02:41.81] I'm so afraid of defeat

[02:50.31] And I'm out of reason to believe in me

[02:58.85] I'm out of trying to define

[03:07.60] I'm so afraid of the gift you give me

[03:15.83] I don't belong here and I'm not well

[03:24.35] I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living

[03:32.86] Right on the wrong side of it all

[03:57.29] Hold me now I need to feel complete

[04:05.79] Like I matter to the one I need

[04:15.09] I'm so afraid of the gift you give me

[04:23.58] I don't belong here and I'm not well

[04:32.07] I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living

[04:40.59] Right on the wrong side of it all

[04:47.22] Now I'm ashamed of this

[04:54.38] I am so ashamed of this

[05:02.91] Now I'm so ashamed of this

[05:11.41] I am so ashamed of me