Escapism

[00:10.30] Sleazin' and teasin', I'm sittin' on him

[00:12.16] All of my diamonds are drippin' on him

[00:14.82] I met him at the bar, it was 12 or somethin'

[00:16.95] I ordered two more wines, 'cause tonight, I want him

[00:19.61] A little context if you care to listen

[00:22.27] I find myself in a shit position

[00:24.66] The man that I love sat me down last night

[00:27.03] And he told me that it's over, dumb decision

[00:29.72] And I don't wanna feel how my heart is rippin'

[00:32.09] In fact, I don't wanna feel, so I stick to sippin'

[00:34.76] And I'm out on the town with a simple mission

[00:37.15] In my little black dress, and this shit is sittin'

[00:39.82] Just a heart broke bitch, high heels, six inch

[00:42.19] In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne

[00:44.60] I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with

[00:46.71] In the back of the taxi, sniffin' cocaine

[00:49.65] Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex

[00:52.02] I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page

[00:54.95] Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar

[00:57.01] To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways

[01:01.00] 'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[01:06.30] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[01:10.22] Doctor, doctor, anything, please

[01:12.34] Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me, take this pain away

[01:16.89] You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel

[01:19.81] Toke this joint how I'm blowin' this steam

[01:22.21] Back to my ways like 2019

[01:24.59] Not 24 hours since my ex did dead it

[01:26.94] I got a new man on me, it's about to get sweaty

[01:29.86] Last night really was the cherry on the cake

[01:32.25] Been some dark days lately and I'm finding it crippling

[01:34.90] Excuse my state, I'm as high as your hopes

[01:37.03] That you'll make it to my bed, get me hot and sizzling

[01:39.98] If I take a step back to see the glass half full

[01:42.10] At least it's the Prada two-piece that I'm trippin' in

[01:45.76] And I'm already actin' like a dick, know what I mean?

[01:48.40] So you might as well stick it in

[01:49.65] Just a heart broke bitch, high heels, six inch

[01:52.06] In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne

[01:54.72] I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with

[01:57.06] In the back of the taxi, sniffin' cocaine

[01:59.44] Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex

[02:02.11] I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page

[02:04.75] Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar

[02:06.89] To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways

[02:11.09] 'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[02:16.14] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[02:20.59] Doctor, doctor, anything, please

[02:22.45] Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me, take this pain away

[02:26.92] You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel, mm (what?)

[02:31.42] 'Cause I don't wanna feel like I felt last night

[02:36.46] I don't wanna feel like I felt last night

[02:40.96] Be at peace with the things you can't change (last night)

[02:44.40] I'll be naked when I leave and I was naked when I came, yeah

[02:49.69] Out of reach, out of touch, too numb, I don't feel no way

[02:55.55] Toast up, so what? Street small, but it go both ways

[03:00.61] So you'll run, yeah, but you'll never escape

[03:05.93] Sunset in the maze (you're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel)

[03:12.05] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[03:16.57] I don't wanna feel how I did last night, oh

[03:20.01] Doctor, doctor, anything, please

[03:22.13] Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me

[03:26.94] You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel

[03:31.75] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[03:36.55] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[03:42.39] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[04:04.43] Mm, lipstick smudged like modern art

[04:07.37] I don't know where the fuck I am or who's drivin' the fuckin' car

[04:10.02] Speedin' down the highway, sippin'

[04:11.88] Mixin' pills with the liquor 'cah fuck these feelings

[04:14.52] I left everyone I love on read (uh-huh)

[04:16.65] Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed (uh-huh)

[04:19.59] I remember nothing, so there's nothing to regret (uh-huh)

[04:21.97] Other than this 4-4 kick drum poundin' in my head