Her Last Words

[00:11.86] just an average girl

[00:13.20] she always wore a smile

[00:14.79] she was cheerful and happy for a short while

[00:17.45] now shes older things are getting colder

[00:20.37] life's not what she thought

[00:21.96] she wished someone had told her

[00:23.29] she told you she was down

[00:24.61] you let it slip by

[00:26.48] so from then on she kept it on the inside

[00:28.87] she told herself she was alright

[00:30.73] but she was telling white lies

[00:32.32] can't you tell, look at her dull eyes

[00:34.98] tried to stop herself from crying almost every night

[00:37.63] but she knew there was no chance of feeling alright

[00:40.29] summer came by, all she wore was long sleeves

[00:43.48] 'cause those cuts on her wrist were bleeding through you see

[00:46.13] she knew she was depressed she didn't want to admit it

[00:49.06] didn't think she fit in, everyone seemed to miss it

[00:52.24] she carried on like a soldier with a battle wound

[00:55.17] bleeding out from every cut her body consumed

[00:58.08] she had no friends at school, all alone she sat

[01:00.75] and if someone were to notice she would blame the cat

[01:03.66] but those cuts on her wrist they were no mistake

[01:07.12] but no one cared enough to save her from this self hate

[01:09.77] things were going down, never really up

[01:12.69] and here she is now stuck in this stupid rut

[01:15.09] she knew exactly what she had to do next

[01:18.01] just stand on the chair and tie the rope around her neck

[01:21.19] She wrote a letter with her hands shaking wild,

[01:23.59] "Look at me now are you proud of your precious child?"

[01:27.04] But she knew that her parents weren't the ones to blame,

[01:29.69] It was the world that should bow down it's head in shame

[01:32.61] She stood up on the chair and looked out at the moon,

[01:35.80] Just don't think it'll all be over soon

[01:38.45] The chair fell down as she took her final breath,

[01:41.38] It's all over all gone, now she's greeting death

[01:44.57] Her mum walks in, she falls down to the floor,

[01:46.97] And now nothing can take back what she just saw

[01:49.88] The little girl that she raised is just hanging there,

[01:53.07] Her body's pale and her face is violently bare,

[01:56.00] She sees the note and unfolds it with care,

[01:58.65] All she does is stare, "How can this be fair?"

[02:01.57] She starts reading as the tears roll down her face,

[02:04.50] "I'm sorry Mum, but this world is just not my place,

[02:07.41] I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in,

[02:10.33] I've come to realise this world's full of sin,

[02:13.26] There's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space,

[02:16.17] I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race,

[02:19.10] It's a disgrace, I was misplaced,

[02:21.76] Born in the wrong time and in the wrong place,

[02:24.69] It's ok though, 'cause you'll see me soon,

[02:27.86] You'll know when your time has come, just look at the moon,

[02:30.53] As it shines bright, throughout the night,

[02:33.44] And remember everyone's facing their own fights,

[02:36.37] But i can't deal with this pain, I'm not a fighter,

[02:39.55] You'll make it through the night, just hug your pillow tighter

[02:41.94] So let the world know that I died in vain,

[02:44.87] Because the world around me is the one to blame,

[02:48.05] And I know in a year you'll forget I'm gone,

[02:50.97] 'Cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on,

[02:53.63] That's what they used to tell me, all those kids at school,

[02:56.28] So I'm going by the law majority rules,

[02:59.21] My presence on this earth is not needed any longer,

[03:02.39] And if anything I hope this makes you stronger,

[03:05.32] You're the best friend that I ever had,

[03:08.51] Such a shame I had to make you so very sad,

[03:11.16] Just remember that you meant everything to me,

[03:13.82] And to my heart, you're the only one that held the key,

[03:16.75] Now it's time to go I'm running out of space to write,

[03:20.46] And yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight

[03:22.59] I'm watching over you from the clouds above,

[03:25.78] And sending down the purest and whitest dove,

[03:28.16] To watch over you and be my helpful eye,

[03:31.35] So this is it world...