Understand

[00:00.18] Girl, I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand

[00:04.31] But I can’t wanted to be your man back then

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[00:08.98] And you knew I fell for you

[00:11.19] But you just broke my heart in two

[00:13.44] I was sad, mad and broken on my bed

[00:16.16] Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head

[00:18.20] I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med

[00:20.24] When I was met with a prescription of a bullet made of lead and

[00:22.83] When I woke in an hour in a pool of my own sweat

[00:25.21] I said I swear to god i’ll never even try to sleep again

[00:27.54] So instead I took my pen and started writing evidence and

[00:29.75] When I started making sense I found that I had reached the end

[00:32.00] Oh i’m upset, I have no

[00:32.00] Friends, you wanna bet? You’re just pretend!

[00:34.38] You’re just a pet confined within the lines of writing you’re not shit

[00:36.93] I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways, I swear I did

[00:40.97] I said i’d talk to people bout the problematic life I lived

[00:45.77] They were my neighbors; razor blades and different flavored pills I hit

[00:50.19] Therefore i’m at surely my last straw

[00:52.82] I’m so gassed stuck in the past I said that

[00:55.40] Girl, I hope you understand

[00:57.82] I wanted to hold your hand but I can’t

[01:00.66] Wanted to be your man back then

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[01:05.08] And so far I never held you with my arms

[01:07.58] So it’s hard to be the one you aren’t

[01:09.96] With instead filled with anxiety

[01:12.00] Always was a part of me guess i’m not cut out to be

[01:14.46] Somebody cuz it’s not me. I’m not used to all the talking

[01:16.42] Was an introvert that had converted feelings into writing

[01:18.55] Used to cope with all my problems using notes and lots of rhyming

[01:21.05] Used to hope for better days whenever nights would have me crying

[01:23.35] I’m not lying when I say that I would rather die than go back to the times

[01:25.73] I would try and be the guy that people know as always fighting

[01:28.48] With the demons hiding far behind my eyelids

[01:30.44] On an island full of violence, in my head I had two pilots

[01:32.73] Oh the sun don’t shine, and skies turn grey

[01:36.03] I feel it coursing through my veins

[01:38.16] I’ve said before i’m not ok

[01:40.74] But you don’t listen anyway

[01:42.70] You know I tried, you turned away

[01:44.91] You straight up lied right to my face

[01:47.33] You fucked my life, ruined my day

[01:50.08] But you don’t know so i’ll say

[01:51.67] Nothing can fill this silence

[01:54.21] No one can love I did

[01:56.38] Nobody cares you lied it’s

[01:58.84] Not fair. You still deny it (you don’t know so i’ll say)

[02:01.47] Nothing can fill this silence

[02:03.43] No one can love I did

[02:05.85] Nobody cares you lied it’s

[02:08.56] Not fair. You still deny it (you don’t know so i’ll say)

[02:10.73] Girl, I hope you understand

[02:12.61] I wanted to hold your hand but I can’t

[02:15.36] Wanted to be your man back then

[02:19.28] And too bad I know I can’t wake up

[02:21.70] Because i’ve lost my way and you don’t give a fuck about me

[02:25.24] This could be a dream

[02:26.33] I can’t see the things that you see so please oh

[02:29.16] Girl, I hope you understand

[02:30.96] I wanted to hold your hand but I can’t

[02:33.96] Wanted to be your man back then

[02:37.96] And you had known and played along

[02:40.47] You were my home, I wrote you songs

[02:42.59] Now you’re dead to me

[02:43.97] Effectively, removed yourself

[02:46.06] Outside my dreams

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