01 - Nightmare

[00:09.23] Every day that I wake up

[00:11.48] I wake up in a nightmare

[00:13.75] Every day that I wake up

[00:15.24] I can never see quite clear

[00:17.74] When I look at my surroundings

[00:20.00] And everybody still doubts me

[00:22.25] I wanna live to hear a crowd sing

[00:24.28] All my lyrics so loudly

[00:26.10] I miss the time when we would all get together

[00:28.10] I guess it's fine, but I really wish that we were better

[00:30.36] Real talk, sipping drinks without all the pressure

[00:32.61] Now everybody needs to think about posting whatever

[00:34.87] And people ask how I'm doing, I've never been better

[00:36.87] That's really not a conversation I'm willing to enter

[00:39.13] How come we all continue forcing out all this pressure?

[00:41.38] I'm just sick of these opinions and all of these lectures

[00:43.39] I need my space now

[00:45.14] So I can feel nothing

[00:47.42] I live this nightmare

[00:49.42] So I can be something

[00:51.68] I do what I love

[00:53.93] And hope you will love me

[00:56.19] I face this nightmare

[00:58.19] No, I am not running

[01:01.70] I'm scared of being rich

[01:03.70] I'm scared of being poor

[01:05.96] I'm scared of being lonely

[01:08.21] But I'm scared of being bored

[01:10.47] Sometimes I get really angry

[01:12.47] And I don't know why

[01:14.48] Sometimes I really do hate me

[01:16.73] Can't even pick my own side, yeah

[01:18.99] What is even going on?

[01:20.69] Why the hell do I even write songs?

[01:22.94] What the hell am I doing here, man?

[01:24.69] I guess I don't understand a thing, damn

[01:27.20] Yeah, but maybe ignorance is bliss

[01:29.46] Yo, I'd rather lay in the abyss

[01:31.96] Than be aware of what I missed

[01:33.96] Especially if I quit

[01:35.87] Yeah, they say that hell is your last day

[01:38.45] When you see what you could've became

[01:40.73] That day would drive me insane

[01:42.98] So I intend on staying my lane

[01:44.37] Yeah, I picked a path and I picked the pain

[01:46.87] Yeah, I want it bad, that won't ever change

[01:48.88] Yeah, sometimes I'm mad, sometimes I'm okay

[01:51.13] Yeah, I know I'll have what I want someday

[01:53.24] I need my space now

[01:54.74] So I can feel nothing

[01:57.29] I live this nightmare

[01:59.30] So I can be something

[02:01.55] I do what I love

[02:03.81] And hope you will love me

[02:06.34] I face this nightmare

[02:08.07] No, I am not running

[02:11.33] And it's hard to be okay

[02:13.58] When everything has changed

[02:15.83] Yeah, it's hard to be okay

[02:17.59] When I can see everything

[02:19.84] The best part of everyone's day

[02:22.35] Is on my iPhone, on display

[02:24.35] No matter what I do, can't get away

[02:26.61] This isn't healthy, I don't feel the same

[02:28.33] Yo, and destiny is a weird thing

[02:30.34] Yeah, 'cause it's easier to believe

[02:32.60] Yeah, that everything is out of your hands

[02:34.39] It's part of a plan so there ain't no need to worry

[02:36.73] Uh, don't let your vision be blurry

[02:38.99] Yeah, lock in to your journey

[02:41.24] Yo, and you can start real early

[02:43.53] You can be thirteen or you could be thirty

[02:45.50] Uh, but it's your life to live, yeah

[02:47.75] Yeah, so what you got to give, huh?

[02:50.01] Uh, you better get after it

[02:51.72] Don't you dare quit, don't you dare kid

[02:53.73] You got dreams? Then you're like me

[02:55.98] So try like me, so fight like me

[02:58.24] Take a hold of your life and thrive like me

[03:00.24] So you can put the nightmares to sleep like me