Misguided, misunderstood

[00:16.86] Convulsive currents going up to my brain

[00:18.98] Impulsive urges I cannot seem to train

[00:21.10] Static crackled through the dull interference

[00:22.96] I would spend so long just to make no appearance

[00:25.35] I'd ingested a sedative readily knocked out

[00:27.48] Skipping round by the medicine heavily locked down

[00:29.86] Dose to dose so I'm thinking lethal

[00:31.99] They don't fuck with me cause I don't fuck with people

[00:34.12] Bugs inside of my body rotten

[00:35.98] Not a single warning ever stopped me popping

[00:38.36] Any dose of an undisclosed substance still

[00:40.77] Been close to the edge but reluctance kills

[00:42.88] Writing for myself my original reason

[00:44.75] I ain't a crowd pleaser no I'm doing little appeasing

[00:47.13] Heart's giving out doing minimal beating

[00:49.80] And I'm blind braindead no occipital region

[00:51.65] Lips are sealed to tell no lies

[00:55.37] I'll find you there under blackened skies

[01:00.15] If I lived in doubt then would I be allowed in

[01:04.41] Not one to believe this the words that it preaches

[01:08.91] Open my eyelids

[01:11.04] Whole life misguided

[01:13.17] Draw them in and push em back

[01:15.03] I see I leave em frightened

[01:17.42] Maybe within time

[01:19.53] Gather your insight

[01:21.94] I was just misunderstood

[01:23.80] To end it all I'm inclined

[01:25.91] Everybody wanna act like they're so involved

[01:28.04] Cause even though by then when the tie's dissolved

[01:30.16] Well that don't matter to a selfish narcissist

[01:32.30] And they will keep on showing till they are dismissed

[01:34.69] Bother me more in my area code

[01:36.55] They wanna ask overstep feel I'm barely alone

[01:38.93] Getting cross faded so the hurt is collateral

[01:41.06] I don't see a purpose living I am one incompatible

[01:43.46] Member of the public eye what the fuck do you see

[01:45.30] Is so attractive about associating with me

[01:47.43] I may be biased I don't find myself open or likable

[01:49.55] I've been dwelling on the traits that you'd find undesirable

[01:51.95] Near to the end so I'm cutting corners

[01:53.82] 6 more decades craving something shorter

[01:56.20] Even if we make it and we're stacking millions

[01:58.32] There will be no other change I'll be atrabilious

[02:00.78] Lips are sealed to tell no lies

[02:04.49] I'll find you there under blackened skies

[02:09.01] If I lived in doubt then would I be allowed in

[02:13.25] Not one to believe this the words that it preaches

[02:18.04] Open my eyelids

[02:20.16] Whole life misguided

[02:22.28] Draw them in and push em back

[02:24.41] I see I leave em frightened

[02:26.80] Maybe within time

[02:28.92] Gather your insight

[02:31.05] I was just misunderstood

[02:33.17] To end it all I'm inclined