(K)Fighting Myself

[00:29.68] Now, sometimes these thoughts in my head speak so loud

[00:32.87] Every little thing that I think about

[00:35.26] Just builds on top of the pain and doubt

[00:37.39] Even though I wanna just let it out

[00:39.25] I try to act like I don't mind it, try to keep my mouth so quiet

[00:42.97] But sittin' there in my silence just seems to amplify it

[00:45.89] When I thought that keepin' this inside would make it better

[00:49.34] I never thought that I would end up ruining it forever

[00:52.26] But every time I think I got everything put back together

[00:56.25] I end up making more regrets, making more regrets

[00:59.44] Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart

[01:03.16] Knowing I could've changed it all from the start

[01:06.35] Fighting myself, I always lose

[01:09.79] Fighting myself, I always lose

[01:13.25] I didn't want you to think I'm worn out so easily

[01:16.17] I wish I'd held it in so you never knew what built up inside of me

[01:19.36] Now I don't know how it overflows, spilled out unwillingly

[01:23.08] But now everything that I learned to hate came out for you to see

[01:27.06] I don't want you to promise you can change everything and make it better

[01:30.51] 'Cause you can bet I'm gonna end up ruining it forever

[01:33.71] And every time you think you got everything put back together

[01:37.43] I end up making more regrets, making more regrets

[01:40.35] Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart

[01:44.33] Knowing I could've changed it all from the start

[01:47.51] Fighting myself, I always lose

[01:51.24] Fighting myself, I always lose

[01:54.68] Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart

[01:57.61] Knowing I could've changed it all from the start

[02:01.07] Fighting myself, I always lose

[02:04.51] Fighting myself, I always lose

[02:21.26] I can't run with this weight on my back

[02:25.76] I can't see 'cause I'm focused on the past

[02:28.68] I can't breathe, I need to break free

[02:31.61] From the anger that is constantly inside me

[02:35.33] I can't run with this weight on my back

[02:39.04] I can't see 'cause I'm focused on the past

[02:42.76] I can't breathe, I need to break free

[02:45.69] From the anger that is constantly inside of me

[02:49.94] Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart

[02:52.60] Knowing I could've changed it all from the start

[02:56.31] I can't breathe, I need to break free

[02:59.23] From the anger that is constantly inside of me

[03:03.22] Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart

[03:06.40] Knowing I could've changed it all from the start

[03:10.12] I can't breathe, I need to break free

[03:13.05] From the anger that is constantly inside of me