difficult
[00:04.59] My double vision
[00:07.25] Is only amplifying everything he isn't
[00:13.62] 'Til I feel less attached and bored to death, but listen
[00:20.27] It's no one's fault, it's just my terrible condition
[00:30.64] And I've been thinkin' if I move out this year
[00:34.23] I'll feel my parents slipping
[00:40.08] Away and also I'm just scared of that commitment
[00:46.46] I really think sometimes there's something that I'm missing
[00:57.64] Oh, I know spiraling is miserable
[01:02.69] I should probably go back home
[01:05.86] Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
[01:10.93] Oh, I hope I wake up invisible
[01:15.72] I'd be someone no one knows
[01:19.18] I guess I'm just difficult
[01:23.18] To name this feeling
[01:26.12] Would take a hundred thousand years, some kind of grieving
[01:33.05] But over what I never had, so I've been speaking
[01:39.43] To my therapist, I call her every weekend
[01:49.28] I meant to tell you
[01:52.48] How I've hated how we left things when it fell through
[01:59.16] 'Cause you were everything to me, where did you run to?
[02:05.81] Was it something that I said that colored you blue?
[02:16.43] Oh, I know spiraling is miserable
[02:21.48] I should probably go back home
[02:24.92] Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
[02:29.69] Oh, I hope I wake up invisible
[02:34.49] I'd be someone no one knows
[02:37.96] I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
[02:44.88] Difficult (I)
[02:51.52] Difficult
[02:55.51] I've been drinking
[02:58.21] And staying up too late reliving bad decisions
[03:04.84] I thought eventually my ranting here would fix it
[03:11.21] I really think sometimes there's something that I'm missing
[03:22.25] Oh, I know spiraling is miserable
[03:27.29] I should probably go back home
[03:30.50] Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
[03:35.57] Oh, I hope I wake up invisible
[03:40.37] I'd be someone no one knows
[03:43.84] I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
[03:48.89] Oh, I know spiraling is miserable
[03:53.42] I should probably go back home
[03:56.89] Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
[04:01.93] Oh, I hope I wake up invisible
[04:06.71] I'd be someone no one knows
[04:10.18] I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
