Trauma Audio.m4aAudio
[00:09.25] Growing up, I never had a lot of money
[00:11.26] I never had a phone, always was a little hungry
[00:13.51] Used to find it hard to sleep, when I could hear my mother sobbing
[00:15.52] I was 10 back then
[00:17.78] I didn't have a room, had to buy used shoes
[00:20.04] I hid behind tunes to avoid abuse
[00:22.05] And every time I fell, I would blame it on myself
[00:24.06] Even if it was an accident
[00:27.31] Maybe, it's not what I want
[00:30.59] Oh, I've seen better days
[00:32.34] And the moment fucking sucks
[00:36.38] But I'll be damned, if I don't stop
[00:39.40] And, honestly, why not?
[00:41.66] When nobody gives a fuck?
[00:44.18] But sometimes I just can't help myself
[00:48.96] I wanna give up trying and start doing somеthing else
[00:53.25] Sometimеs I just get overwhelmed
[00:57.79] I know it's in my mind
[00:59.82] But I think I need some help
[01:02.85] Sometimes I just can’t help myself
[01:04.86] I was an outcast
[01:06.62] Thrown out to dry and get laughed at
[01:08.62] Too shy to talk about home
[01:10.37] I always thought life was supposed to be cold
[01:12.88] And, oh, I’ve been so lost without hope
[01:17.65] I got a window in my head, it’s a casket
[01:19.92] You know I've been wishing I was dead, but I mask it
[01:22.18] Maybe, it's not what I want
[01:25.43] Oh, I've seen better days
[01:27.44] And the moment fucking sucks
[01:31.22] But I'll be damned, if I don't stop
[01:34.52] And, honestly, why not?
[01:36.27] When nobody gives a fuck?
[01:39.06] But sometimes I just can't help myself
[01:40.82] I wanna give up trying and start doing something else
[01:48.09] Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
[01:52.88] I know it's in my mind
[01:54.88] But I think I need some help
[01:58.40] Because it’s all I know my hands around my throat
[02:02.42] Pray that, I won’t let go this time around
[02:07.46] But every single time I try to shut my eyes
[02:11.46] I see the reason why I’m not alone
[02:15.50] But sometimes I just can’t, but
[02:18.27] But sometimes I just can't help myself
[02:22.80] I wanna give up trying and start doing something else
[02:27.07] Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
[02:31.84] I know it’s in my mind
[02:33.85] But I think I need some help
[02:36.38] Sometimes I just can’t help myself
[02:40.43] I think we got it
