BoyWithUke - Trauma (Lyrics)
[00:09.47] Growing up, I never had a lot of money
[00:11.06] I never had a phone, always was a little hungry
[00:13.46] Used to find it hard to sleep, when I could hear my mother sobbing
[00:15.86] I was 10 back then
[00:17.98] I didn't have a room, had to buy used shoes
[00:19.84] I hid behind tunes to avoid abuse
[00:22.23] And every time I fell, I would blame it on myself
[00:24.36] Even if it was an accident
[00:27.54] Maybe, it's not what I want
[00:30.47] Oh, I've seen better days
[00:32.59] And the moment fucking sucks
[00:36.58] But I'll be damned, if I don't stop
[00:39.78] And, honestly, why not?
[00:41.65] When nobody gives a fuck?
[00:44.30] But sometimes I just can't help myself
[00:48.81] I wanna give up trying and start doing something else
[00:53.59] Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
[00:57.86] I know it's in my mind
[00:59.98] But I think I need some help
[01:02.64] Sometimes I just can’t help myself
[01:05.03] I was an outcast
[01:06.36] Thrown out to dry and get laughed at
[01:08.48] Too shy to talk about home
[01:10.60] I always thought life was supposed to be cold
[01:13.00] And, oh, I’ve been so lost without hope
[01:17.77] I got a window in my head, it’s a casket
[01:19.90] You know I've been wishing I was dead, but I mask it
[01:22.56] Maybe, it's not what I want
[01:25.48] Oh, I've seen better days
[01:27.34] And the moment fucking sucks
[01:31.06] But I'll be damned, if I don't stop
[01:33.98] And, honestly, why not?
[01:36.37] When nobody gives a fuck?
[01:38.77] But sometimes I just can't help myself
[01:43.58] I wanna give up trying and start doing something else
[01:48.37] Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
[01:52.89] I know it's in my mind
[01:54.76] But I think I need some help
[01:57.97] Because it’s all I know my hands around my throat
[02:02.71] Pray that, I won’t let go this time around
[02:07.27] But every single time I try to shut my eyes
[02:11.75] I see the reason why I’m not alone
[02:15.77] But sometimes I just can’t, but
[02:17.89] But sometimes I just can't help myself
[02:22.68] I wanna give up trying and start doing something else
[02:27.21] Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
[02:31.73] I know it’s in my mind
[02:33.58] But I think I need some help
[02:36.51] Sometimes I just can’t help myself
[02:40.52] (I think we got it)
