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[00:02.60] Trauma
[00:09.78] Growin' up I never had a lot of money
[00:11.37] I never had a phone, always was a little hungry
[00:13.56] Used to find it hard to sleep when I could hear my mother sobbing
[00:15.70] I was ten back then
[00:17.98] I didn't have a room, had to buy used shoes
[00:19.84] I hid behind tunes to avoid abuse
[00:22.23] And every time I fell I would blame it on myself
[00:24.36] Even if it was an accident
[00:27.54] Maybe it's not what I want
[00:30.73] Oh, I've seen better days, and the moment fucking sucks
[00:36.31] But I'll be damned if I don't stop
[00:39.78] And honestly, why not when nobody gives a fuck?
[00:44.25] But sometimes I just can't help myself
[00:48.77] I want to give up trying and start doing something else
[00:53.55] Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
[00:57.80] I know it's in my mind but I think I need some help
[01:02.58] 'Cause sometimes I just can't help myself
[01:05.23] I was an outcast
[01:06.57] Thrown out to dry and get laughed at
[01:08.42] Too shy to talk about home
[01:11.36] I always thought life was supposed to be cold
[01:13.48] Oh, I've been so lost without hope
[01:17.74] I got a window in my head, it's a casket
[01:19.87] You know I be wishing I was dead, but I mask it
[01:22.27] Maybe it's not what I want
[01:25.45] Oh I've seen better days, and the moment fucking sucks
[01:31.03] But I'll be damned if I don't stop
[01:34.49] And honestly why not when nobody gives a fuck?
[01:39.01] But sometimes I just can't help myself
[01:43.51] I want to give up trying and start doing something else
[01:48.30] Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
[01:52.81] I know it's in my mind but I think I need some help
[01:58.31] Because it's all I know
[02:00.17] My hand's around my throat
[02:02.30] Pray that I won't let go this time around
[02:07.34] But every single time I try to shut my eyes
[02:11.59] I see the reason why I'm not alone
[02:15.73] But sometimes I just can't
[02:18.12] But sometimes I just can't help myself
[02:22.38] I want to give up trying and start doing something else
[02:26.88] Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
[02:31.66] I know it's in my mind but I think I need some help
[02:36.18] Sometimes I just can't help myself
