Ungrateful
[00:15.54] But I don't wanna be here
[00:16.88] I got some things to get off my chest
[00:17.53] I don't wanna seem ungrateful, God
[00:18.69] But maybe it's best I keep it a secret
[00:20.40] 31st December, the 1st of Jan'
[00:22.65] Same shit, I don't care 'bout the new year
[00:23.77] New house somewhere that ain't poverty-driven
[00:25.13] It's mad in the place that I grew in
[00:25.88] Yo, served a pregnant lady, it fucked in my head
[00:28.63] Couple things I regret tryna earn a wage
[00:30.13] 48 Laws, one book that I read
[00:31.88] So if I repent, can I turn the page?
[00:34.01] Gotta get rid of bad vibes, anti-clockwise, gotta burn the sage, uh
[00:37.51] I'll say with it chest, but I know some things locked in, I prefer not to say
[00:40.37] I fucked up, I'm admittin' it
[00:41.87] I got no ego, I got no shame
[00:43.74] I swallow my pride and say that I'm missin' it
[00:45.38] Cree-cree-creep in the changing room at school
[00:47.50] And thief from the kids that are privileged, uh
[00:49.11] Stolen clothes with a rip in it
[00:50.60] Also a stolen phone, no sim in it
[00:52.34] Now I got P's, I give a lot back
[00:53.70] No charity work tryna write off tax
[00:55.70] Feds got me on a driving ban
[00:57.32] In the passenger seat 'til my license back, uh
[00:59.09] Ghost and fly off the map, uh
[01:00.85] Try get my mind off rap
[01:02.34] I get some sort of survivors guilt
[01:03.72] When I see YM's still supplying crack
[01:05.47] This life don't come with retiring plans
[01:07.47] It'll come to an end in unfortunate ways
[01:08.83] No such thing as positive thinkin'
[01:10.59] When you're locked in, it feel like a maze
[01:12.34] Often lose faith and forget to pray
[01:14.09] You don't wanna land on the wing with the guys
[01:15.84] Why? 'Cause they might melt your face
[01:17.34] Cuz got hit with a eight, why?
[01:18.97] Why would he care 'bout some extra days?
[01:20.97] I don't wanna seem ungrateful, God
[01:22.47] But I don't wanna be here
[01:23.96] I got some things to get off my chest
[01:25.71] But maybe it's best I keep it a secret
[01:27.21] 31st December, the 1st of Jan'
[01:29.21] Same shit, I don't care 'bout the new year
[01:30.96] New house somewhere that ain't poverty driven
[01:32.71] It's mad in the place that I grew in
[01:33.85] Uh, I ain't been home in some weeks
[01:36.10] I seek when a man's in need
[01:37.60] I got a family tree to feed
[01:39.35] I see dead people in my sleep
[01:41.09] I see broke people on the feed
[01:42.47] Talk is cheap, freedom of speech, I guess
[01:44.38] But they ain't even got no P's
[01:45.75] Got free Wi-Fi, they ain't got 4G
[01:47.26] Uh, I wouldn't be able to do what I do
[01:49.63] If it weren't for the man before me
[01:51.11] I show respect where it's due
[01:51.96] Where would I be if I never met YBeeez?
[01:54.21] Giggs, Ghetts, Chip, Skep, Konan, Krept
[01:56.80] Kane or Dev, Stormz, Hus, Dave
[01:59.15] A couple of names, even DBE
[02:00.70] Uh, my mum lost faith in her son when I left school with no GCSE's
[02:03.70] Told shawty, "Just 'cause I grew up with nothin' don't mean I'm easy to please"
[02:07.20] When you need a handout, you don't get help
[02:09.29] Why do you all wanna help? I ain't even in need
[02:11.28] Had one score for an hour of studio time, I couldn't even lease the beat
[02:14.29] Do not disturb me when I'm recordin'
[02:16.04] My voice sounds clearer than ever, uh
[02:18.29] Remember they might distortin', I grew in a different era
[02:21.28] More action, less talkin', he said I'm a dead man walkin'
[02:24.53] One in your head, there ain't no respawnin', alright
[02:27.53] I don't wanna seem ungrateful, God
[02:29.54] But I don't wanna be here
[02:31.04] I got some things to get off my chest
[02:32.78] But maybe it's best I keep it a secret
[02:34.54] 31st December, the 1st of Jan'
[02:36.29] Same shit, I don't care bout the new year
[02:38.28] New house somewhere that ain't poverty-driven
[02:40.53] It's mad in the place that I grew in
