Trauma
[00:08.99] Growin' up I never had a lot of money
[00:11.12] I never had a phone, always was a little hungry
[00:13.50] Used to find it hard to sleep when I could hear my mother sobbing
[00:15.90] I was ten back then
[00:17.76] I didn't have a room, had to buy used shoes
[00:19.89] I hid behind tunes to avoid abuse
[00:22.00] And every time I fell I would blame it on myself
[00:24.14] Even if it was an accident
[00:27.32] Maybe it's not what I want
[00:30.51] Oh, I've seen better days, and the moment fucking sucks
[00:36.08] But I'll be damned if I don't stop
[00:39.81] And honestly, why not when nobody gives a fuck?
[00:44.32] But sometimes I just can't help myself
[00:48.57] I want to give up trying and start doing something else
[00:53.88] Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
[00:57.87] I know it's in my mind but I think I need some help
[01:02.64] 'Cause sometimes I just can't help myself
[01:04.78] I was an outcast
[01:06.37] Thrown out to dry and get laughed at
[01:08.76] Too shy to talk about home
[01:10.61] I always thought life was supposed to be cold
[01:13.00] Oh, I've been so lost without hope
[01:17.79] I got a window in my head, it's a casket
[01:19.92] You know I be wishing I was dead, but I mask it
[01:22.04] Maybe it's not what I want
[01:25.23] Oh I've seen better days, and the moment fucking sucks
[01:31.07] But I'll be damned if I don't stop
[01:34.26] And honestly why not when nobody gives a fuck?
[01:39.04] But sometimes I just can't help myself
[01:43.29] I want to give up trying and start doing something else
[01:48.08] Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
[01:52.59] I know it's in my mind but I think I need some help
[01:57.90] Because it's all I know
[02:00.04] My hand's around my throat
[02:02.43] Pray that I won't let go this time around
[02:07.48] But every single time I try to shut my eyes
[02:11.74] I see the reason why I'm not alone
[02:15.73] But sometimes I just can't
[02:17.86] But sometimes I just can't help myself
[02:22.63] I want to give up trying and start doing something else
[02:27.15] Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
[02:31.40] I know it's in my mind but I think I need some help
[02:36.45] Sometimes I just can't help myself
