Its Been So Long

[00:09.27] I don't know what I was thinking

[00:11.73] Leaving my child behind

[00:14.12] Now I suffer the curse and now I am blind

[00:18.90] With all this anger, guilt and sadness

[00:21.83] Coming to haunt me forever

[00:24.21] I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river

[00:29.52] Is this revenge I am seeking?

[00:32.44] Or seeking someone to avenge me?

[00:34.04] Stuck in my own paradox, I wanna set myself free

[00:39.12] Maybe I should chase and find

[00:41.79] Before they'll try to stop it

[00:44.45] It won't be long before I'll become a puppet

[00:48.96] It's been so long

[00:51.62] Since I last have seen my son lost to this monster

[00:55.34] To the man behind the slaughter

[00:59.05] Since you've been gone

[01:01.44] I've been singing this stupid song so I could ponder

[01:05.43] The sanity of your mother

[01:29.60] I wish I lived in the present

[01:31.73] With the gift of my past mistakes

[01:34.38] But the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes

[01:39.43] Your sweet little eyes, your little smile is all I remember

[01:44.21] Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper

[01:49.57] Justification is killing me

[01:51.71] But killing isn't justified

[01:54.37] What happened to my son? I'm terrified

[01:59.41] It lingers in my mind

[02:01.54] And the thought keeps on getting bigger

[02:04.46] I'm sorry my sweet baby, I wish I've been there

[02:09.25] It's been so long

[02:11.63] Since I last have seen my son lost to this monster

[02:15.35] To the man behind the slaughter

[02:19.08] Since you've been gone

[02:21.46] I've been singing this stupid song so I could ponder

[02:25.46] The sanity of your mother