Happy

[00:07.27] Dear God, please

[00:10.52] Hear me out, I know it's been a couple years

[00:15.32] Since I've reached

[00:20.12] Out and said hello, I bet You're wondering

[00:24.39] Why I keep

[00:28.36] Obsessing on and stressin' all the little things

[00:33.69] When I should be

[00:37.68] Living life and soaking up the memories

[00:42.49] I know I've been selfish, I have

[00:46.51] No excuse to give You, it's true

[00:50.82] Hanging by a thread's how I live

[00:55.60] I don't know why, but I feel more comfortable

[01:00.11] Livin' in my agony

[01:02.77] Watchin' my self-esteem

[01:05.17] Go up in flames, acting like I don't

[01:09.15] Care what anyone else thinks

[01:11.80] When I know truthfully

[01:14.19] That that's the furthest thing from how I

[01:18.20] Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya

[01:22.20] To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in

[01:26.99] The truth is I need help, but I just can't imagine

[01:31.50] Who I'd be if I was happy

[01:36.03] Yeah, been this way so long

[01:37.63] It feels like somethin's off when I'm not depressed

[01:39.76] I got some issues that I won't address

[01:41.63] I got some baggage I ain't opened yet

[01:44.30] I got some demons I should put to rest

[01:46.14] I got some traumas that I can't forget

[01:48.53] I got some phone calls I been avoidin'

[01:50.66] Some family members I don't really connect with

[01:53.07] Some things I said I wish I woulda not let slip

[01:55.19] Some hurtful words that never shoulda left my lips

[01:57.59] Some bridges burned I'm not ready to rebuild yet

[01:59.98] Some insecurities I haven't dealt with, yes

[02:02.39] I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul

[02:04.52] And the last to admit I need a hand to hold

[02:07.45] Losin' hope, headed down a dangerous road

[02:09.59] Strange, I know, but I feel most at home when I'm

[02:12.60] Livin' in my agony

[02:15.25] Watchin' my self-esteem

[02:17.64] Go up in flames, acting like I don't

[02:21.63] Care what anyone else thinks

[02:24.29] When I know truthfully

[02:26.67] That that's the furthest thing from how I

[02:30.67] Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya

[02:33.60] To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in

[02:39.45] The truth is I need help, but I just can't imagine

[02:43.98] Who I'd be if I was happy

[02:50.36] Don't know what's around the bend

[02:54.87] Don't know what my future is

[02:59.15] But I can't keep on livin' in—

[03:06.05] Livin' in my agony

[03:09.29] Watchin' my self-esteem

[03:11.69] Go up in flames, acting like I don't

[03:15.94] Care what anyone else thinks

[03:18.59] When I know truthfully

[03:21.00] That that's the furthest thing from how I

[03:24.99] Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya

[03:29.23] To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in

[03:34.01] The truth is I need help, but I just can't imagine

[03:38.59] Who I'd be if I was happy

[03:42.85] (Oh, oh, oh)

[03:46.61] (Oh, oh, oh) If I was happy

[03:51.12] (Oh, oh, oh)

[03:55.64] (Oh, oh, oh) If I was happy