Citizen Soldier - I Hate Myself (Official Lyric Video)

[00:00.95] I wish that I had somebody to call when I am not okay

[00:07.64] I wish that I had anyone who cared when I am in that place

[00:13.21] I wish I could have a mental breakdown

[00:16.40] Without turning my life into a ghost town

[00:19.32] So many things I would change

[00:23.04] But more than anything

[00:27.02] I wish somebody loved me

[00:29.94] As much as I hate myself

[00:35.00] I wish somebody listened

[00:37.15] As much as I go through hell

[00:40.62] For everytime I've thought of ending it all

[00:43.01] Wish somebody had felt what I felt

[00:45.93] I wish somebody loved me

[00:49.93] As much as I hate myself

[00:54.19] I wish there was a person that would miss me when I can't leave bed

[01:01.35] I wish I wasn't stuck sharing my secrets with these made up friends

[01:05.86] I wish I could be honest about the ugly

[01:09.58] Without every single person running from me

[01:12.77] These days it's hard to have faith

[01:17.30] And more than anything

[01:19.96] I wish somebody loved me

[01:23.96] As much as I hate myself

[01:28.48] I wish somebody listened

[01:30.33] As much as I go through hell

[01:32.19] For everytime I've thought of ending it all

[01:35.92] Wish somebody had felt what I felt

[01:39.65] I wish somebody loved me

[01:43.36] As much as I hate myself

[01:59.83] The floods I feel

[02:01.70] This storm could kill

[02:03.02] I'm better off to keep it damned

[02:05.68] 'Cause the more I speak

[02:07.81] The more I see

[02:09.66] Just how alone I really am

[02:13.14] I wish somebody loved me

[02:17.66] As much as I hate myself

[02:20.57] I wish somebody listened

[02:22.95] As much as I go through hell

[02:27.21] For everytime I've thought of ending it all

[02:30.13] Wish somebody had felt what I felt

[02:33.05] I wish somebody loved me

[02:36.27] As much as I hate myself