Parker_Jack_-_Self_Talk_1_&_2_(Clean_Transition)(256k)
[00:15.59] Hey, can we talk?
[00:16.91] No, I don't really wanna talk right now
[00:19.05] That's okay, you never really did
[00:20.91] I've been screaming every day, "Please let me out!"
[00:22.49] Hold up, let you out?
[00:23.83] You couldn't protect yourself, I was protecting you
[00:25.95] You were protecting me?
[00:27.01] Yes, protecting you
[00:28.07] Everybody in this world was rejecting you
[00:29.93] Nobody out here could accept you
[00:31.51] No, everyone could, except you
[00:33.66] That's the problem that you have, man
[00:34.98] You build walls up and hid behind the shame
[00:36.29] And I guess that I'm partially to blame
[00:37.64] I don't know what to say
[00:38.68] No, explain, you're making no sense to me
[00:40.56] It kinda all just sounds like a guess to me
[00:42.69] Bro, your trauma made me just a memory
[00:44.54] Ain't nobody in this world remembers me
[00:46.41] So you wanted them to hurt you?
[00:47.77] Man, that's not what I'm saying
[00:49.09] Well, you basically are every time
[00:50.43] That you told me I took it too far
[00:52.04] And your ex left you
[00:53.09] 'Cause you're way too emotional
[00:54.43] Man I did what I was supposed to do
[00:56.02] No, you didn't, the world made you hit your limit
[00:57.87] And then I got distant
[00:59.21] That's what I'm tryna tell you but you just won't listen
[01:00.79] What I'm tryna tell you is we're both broken
[01:02.41] My heart's open, yours is closing
[01:04.89] I don't give a damn if my heart is frozen
[01:06.74] You don't wanna be yourself?
[01:08.33] I had to free myself
[01:09.40] Because it just kept happening
[01:10.45] Go see a therapist instead of just rappening
[01:12.36] Or it'll just keep happening
[01:13.97] You don't think I ever get tired of maskin' it?
[01:15.83] I don't care if you do 'cause the more that you are
[01:18.47] Means the more that I'm vanishing
[01:25.64] Hey, I'm back, can we talk?
[01:35.47] Man, whatcha wanna talk about?
[01:36.79] Last time that we did, I felt lost as hell
[01:38.64] You chose to box yourself (for a reason)
[01:40.49] Then what's the reason?
[01:41.56] 'Cause everybody inside this world don't love me
[01:43.42] Man, you don't even love yourself, you put every other person above yourself
[01:46.34] Man, I had to
[01:47.66] You don't know what it's like to be alone (oh, I don't?)
[01:50.32] Man, I'm stuck with you
[01:51.40] I put every little bit of my trust in you
[01:53.52] You closed off, now I'm stuck in you
[01:54.83] I've been ducking you
[01:55.90] Man, I'm scared of my past
[01:57.52] The person I was would've broken like glass
[01:58.87] So the person you are now is better? (I'm not saying that)
[02:01.25] Well, then face the facts
[02:02.30] Put the person you were in the place you're at
[02:04.45] And the person you are in the grave and past
[02:06.30] In the grave and past?
[02:07.62] You make it sound so damn easy
[02:09.47] 'Cause it is (but it's not)
[02:11.09] That's the reason why I'm even saying it
[02:12.68] Well, you better start praying, kid
[02:14.26] For what? (For help)
[02:15.88] 'Cause everything you done is a problem to yourself
[02:17.46] Except you won't change, you blame every other person for your own pain
