Escapism

[00:00.68] Sleazin' and teasin', I'm sittin' on him

[00:02.51] All of my diamonds are drippin' on him

[00:04.93] I met him at the bar, it was twelve or something

[00:06.79] I ordered two more wines 'cause tonight, I want him

[00:09.51] A little context if you care to listen

[00:11.84] I find myself in a shit position

[00:13.96] The man that I love sat me down last night

[00:16.09] And he told me that it's over, dumb decision

[00:18.48] And I don't wanna feel how my heart is rippin' In fact

[00:20.87] I don't wanna feel, so I stick to sippin'

[00:22.99] And I'm out on the town with a simple mission

[00:25.12] In my little black dress and this shit is sittin'

[00:27.24] Just a heart broke bitch

[00:28.60] High heels six inch

[00:29.66] In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne

[00:32.35] I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with

[00:34.21] In the back of the taxi sniffin' cocaine

[00:36.60] Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex

[00:38.99] I was lookin' for a man who's on the same page

[00:41.12] Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar

[00:43.24] To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways

[00:46.43] 'Cause I don't wanna feel

[00:48.82] How I did last night

[00:51.48] I don't wanna feel

[00:53.33] How I did last night

[00:54.93] Doctor, doctor

[00:56.00] Anything, please

[00:57.32] Doctor, doctor

[00:58.12] Have mercy on me

[00:59.71] Take this pain away

[01:00.78] You're askin' me my symptoms, doctor

[01:02.90] I don't wanna feel

[01:04.23] Toke this joint how I'm blowin' this steam

[01:06.35] Back to my ways like 2019

[01:08.48] Not twenty-four hours since my ex did dead it

[01:10.60] I got a new man on me, it's about to get sweaty

[01:13.26] Last night really was the cherry on the cake

[01:15.12] Been some dark days lately and I'm findin' it cripplin'

[01:17.77] Excuse my state, I'm as high as your hopes

[01:19.90] That you'll make it to my bed, get me hot and sizzlin'

[01:22.29] If I take a step back to see the glass half-full

[01:24.15] At least it's the Prada two-piece that I'm trippin' in

[01:27.63] And I'm already actin' like a dick, know what I mean?

[01:30.10] So you might as well stick it in

[01:31.17] Just a heart broke bitch

[01:32.22] High heels six inch

[01:33.28] In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne

[01:35.96] I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with

[01:37.81] In the back of the taxi sniffin' cocaine

[01:40.21] Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex

[01:42.60] I was lookin' for a man who's on the same page

[01:44.73] Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar

[01:46.85] To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways

[01:50.04] 'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[01:55.10] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[01:58.82] Doctor, doctor

[01:59.68] Anything, please

[02:00.95] Doctor, doctor

[02:01.80] Have mercy on me

[02:03.36] Take this pain away

[02:04.96] You're askin' me my symptoms, doctor

[02:06.55] I don't wanna feel

[02:07.95] (What?)

[02:09.21] 'Cause I don't wanna feel

[02:10.84] Like I felt last night

[02:13.49] I don't wanna feel

[02:15.35] Like I felt last night

[02:17.47] Be at peace with the things you can't change (Last night)

[02:21.20] I'll be naked when I leave and I was naked When I came

[02:23.89] Yeah

[02:26.62] Out of reach, out of touch

[02:28.23] Too numb, I don't feel no way

[02:30.88] Toast up, so what?

[02:32.72] Street small, but it go both ways

[02:35.38] So, you'll run, yeah

[02:38.56] But you'll never escape

[02:40.16] Sunset in the maze

[02:41.56] (You're askin' me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel)

[02:45.59] I don't wanna feel

[02:47.24] How I did last night

[02:49.53] I don't wanna feel

[02:51.76] How I did last night, oh

[02:53.56] Doctor, doctor

[02:54.41] Anything, please

[02:55.43] Doctor, doctor

[02:56.49] Have mercy on me

[02:59.69] You're askin' me my symptoms, doctor I don't wanna feel

[03:03.46] I don't wanna feel

[03:05.53] How I did last night

[03:08.12] I don't wanna feel

[03:09.99] How I did last night

[03:13.45] Wanna feel, wanna feel how I did last night

[03:25.24] (Music)

[03:34.19] Lipstick smudged like modern art

[03:36.32] I don't know where the fuck I am or who's drivin' the fucking car

[03:38.71] Speeding down the highway sippin'

[03:40.84] Mixing pills with the liquor 'cah fuck these feelings

[03:43.23] I left everyone I love on read (Uh-huh)

[03:45.14] Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed (Uh-huh)

[03:47.48] I remember nothing so there's nothing to regret (Uh-uh)

[03:49.60] Other than this 4/4 kick drum poundin' in my head