Serotonin

[00:06.07] I'm running low on serotonin

[00:10.06] Chemical imbalance got me twisting things

[00:13.24] Stabilize with medicine

[00:16.43] There's no depth to these feelings

[00:19.62] Dig deep, can't hide

[00:23.34] From the corners of my mind

[00:25.99] I'm terrified of what's inside

[00:31.06] I get

[00:31.85] Intrusive thoughts like cutting my hands off

[00:34.61] Like jumping in front of a bus

[00:36.21] Like how do I make this stop

[00:38.07] When it feels like my therapist hates me

[00:39.93] Please don't let me go crazy

[00:41.52] Put me in a field with daisies

[00:43.11] Might not work but I'll take a maybe

[00:44.71] Oh, been breaking daily

[00:46.30] But only me can save me

[00:47.89] So I'm capitulating

[00:49.50] Crying like a fucking baby

[00:58.52] I'm running low on serotonin

[01:01.44] Chemical imbalance got me twisting things

[01:04.63] Stabilize with medicine

[01:07.55] But there's no depth to these feelings

[01:11.27] Dig deep, can't hide

[01:15.79] From the corners of my mind

[01:17.64] I'm terrified of what's inside

[01:22.70] I get

[01:23.75] Intrusive thoughts

[01:25.08] Like burning my hair off

[01:26.14] Like hurting somebody I love

[01:27.74] Like does it ever really stop?

[01:29.86] When there's control I lose it

[01:31.46] Incredibly impulsive

[01:33.05] So scared I'm gonna end up doing something stupid

[01:36.50] But I try to contain it

[01:37.84] Oh, it gets so draining

[01:39.43] It's like my heart is failing

[01:41.02] Every night I'm contemplating

[01:42.88] My inner voices saying, "tough"

[01:44.74] So I try to brush it off

[01:46.07] Yeah, try to brush it off

[01:49.52] I'm running low on serotonin

[01:52.97] Chemical imbalance got me twisting things

[01:56.19] Stabilize with medicine

[01:59.38] But there's no depth to these feelings

[02:02.83] Dig deep, can't hide

[02:06.29] From the corners of my mind

[02:09.21] I'm terrified of what's inside