Find my way

[00:02.33] I'm tryin', I'm tryin' to find a way

[00:11.16] Way back to you (Yeah)

[00:14.75] I'm tryin', I'm tryin' to find a way

[00:24.86] Way back to you

[00:29.20] Uh, yeah

[00:29.96] Certain things that I went through take a toll on me mentally

[00:33.49] (Take a toll on me mentally)

[00:34.51] I let go of everyone I love, but hold onto the memories

[00:36.54] (I hold onto the memories)

[00:37.81] I don't wanna have to take the blame for the things that I didn't do

[00:40.60] (Take the blame for the things that I didn't do)

[00:41.33] But I don't wanna take responsibility for all that I did to you (Yeah)

[00:44.16] I'm in my thoughts in too deep, can't turn back now

[00:48.49] Stubborn and selfish, yeah, I know, hard for me to back down

[00:52.54] Hidin' my smile, pourin' my emotions in a red cup

[00:56.10] Hate that I feel so deep, hate that I think to much

[00:59.64] Tryna heal myself the same way I've lost myself (Lost myself)

[01:02.73] Why I feel the more I try the more I'm not myself?

[01:06.26] Maybe my head don't work, maybe the meds don't work

[01:10.07] I wanna feel numb, maybe I'd rather be dead

[01:13.13] Dead don't hurt (Dead don't hurt)

[01:16.20] I'm tryin', (And without you right here, my heart is frozen)

[01:18.47] I'm tryin' (Like everything I touch ends up broken, yeah) to find a way

[01:22.78] (Me, I'm still searchin', yeah)

[01:27.84] Way back to you (Me, I'm still)

[01:28.60] I'm tryin', I'm tryin' to find a way

[01:39.77] Way back to you