Disappointment

[00:14.95] I'm a disappointment

[00:16.28] I stay up, take drugs and miss appointments

[00:18.66] Then complain about the outcome of my choices

[00:21.60] It feels pointless when I try to avoid all of the thoughts in my head

[00:25.84] Lately I just wait on

[00:27.44] One good of reason I should even try to wake up

[00:29.83] 'Cause that shit feels like a motherfucking day job

[00:33.29] With no days off I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed, my bed

[00:42.86] And my eyes went red 'cause I'm cryin' again

[00:45.78] Looking for love, all I find is a mess

[00:48.43] So I break my heart for the sake of my art

[00:51.09] Hope it makes me a star 'cause I'm lost in the dark

[00:54.27] I'm lost in the dark, and it's so hard to see

[00:57.73] When all damn day you're sound asleep

[01:00.12] I'm a disappointment

[01:01.44] I stay up, take drugs and miss appointments

[01:03.85] Then complain about the outcome of my choices

[01:06.49] It feels pointless when I try to avoid all of the thoughts in my head

[01:11.02] Lately I just wait on

[01:12.88] One good of reason I should even try to wake up

[01:15.54] 'Cause that shit feels like a motherfucking day job

[01:18.21] With no days off I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed, my bed

[01:28.29] Yo, I'm a piece of shit, it ain't hard to fuckin' tell

[01:30.95] In my mama crib, kinda feeling like I'm twelve

[01:33.62] I would throw my whole allowance in the fountain, empty out my bank account

[01:37.37] But with my luck it probably wouldn't even help

[01:38.72] Dawg I got no job, no mic, with a girl I don't like

[01:41.91] Nothing ever goes right, I'm tight (for real)

[01:44.82] I told myself I'm gonna be fine almost a million times

[01:47.74] I know that I can do whatever it takes (I got it)

[01:50.40] But when it all crumbles and crashes

[01:52.28] I'll be back on my ass, and I already know what I'm gonna say (yeah)

[01:56.00] I'm a disappointment

[01:57.85] I stay up, take drugs and miss appointments

[01:59.73] Then complain about the outcome of my choices

[02:02.93] It feels pointless when I try to avoid all of the thoughts in my head

[02:07.21] Lately I just wait on

[02:08.81] One good of reason I should even try to wake up

[02:12.00] 'Cause that shit feels like a motherfucking day job

[02:14.93] With no days off I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed, my bed