Starting To Scare Me

[00:11.22] There's a girl on the internet and she drives me insane

[00:16.00] I should probably look into it but I'd rather complain

[00:21.31] I throw gas on the fire 'cause I don't wanna change

[00:26.11] I just keep choosing the pain

[00:31.16] There's a crack in my windshield I probably won't ever fix

[00:36.21] I've been breaking my neck so I can see around it

[00:41.25] And I know I know better, but I'm stubborn as shit

[00:46.04] I'm just a sucker for it

[00:50.29] I keep digging myself deeper

[00:55.33] I'm not mad about it either

[01:00.11] Maybe I should care

[01:02.51] Maybe I should stop

[01:05.44] But the more I wear it, the more I like

[01:10.23] How it feels on me

[01:12.63] Have I lost my mind?

[01:15.56] I'm still me, but barely

[01:18.21] I'm starting to scare me

[01:21.92] I live in a city where everybody's a critic

[01:26.98] I guess that it's made me a little too analytical

[01:32.03] I'm picking apart things I actually like

[01:37.09] 'Cause I wish they were mine

[01:40.80] I keep digging myself deeper

[01:45.85] I'm not mad about it either

[01:50.90] Maybe I should care

[01:53.30] Maybe I should stop

[01:55.97] But the more I wear it, the more I like

[02:00.75] How it feels on me

[02:03.15] Have I lost my mind?

[02:06.07] I'm still me, but barely

[02:09.52] I'm starting to scare me

[02:12.97] I'm self destructive

[02:15.63] I wish I wasn't

[02:18.02] I'd rip out my heart to feel it

[02:23.07] 'Cause feeling something's (feeling something's)

[02:26.51] Better than nothing (better than nothing)

[02:28.11] Even if it kills me

[02:30.50] Oh, maybe I should care

[02:33.43] Maybe I should stop

[02:36.35] But the more I wear it, the more I like

[02:41.12] How it feels on me

[02:43.78] Like I'm tearing down walls I built carefully

[02:49.09] I'm starting to scare me

[02:54.14] I'm starting to scare me

[02:56.80] I'm still me, but barely

[02:59.19] I'm starting to scare me

[03:04.51] I'm starting to scare me