onlymp3.to - loser monologue-NCocfI1RuvQ-192k-1698591359

[00:27.61] I stare at your pictures for hours on end

[00:30.27] Dreaming, fantasizing about holding you

[00:34.25] Feeling my hands on your bare skin

[00:36.91] Just being with you

[00:38.77] But I know it'll never happen

[00:41.43] But I can't stop myself from fantasizing

[00:44.09] I think about you for hours until I realize how much time

[00:47.01] I've spent thinking of a scenario that'll never happen

[00:50.73] You're so beautiful and funny

[00:53.38] And anytime I see your picture or hear your name

[00:56.04] My stomach flips and I get butterflies

[00:59.76] Every word you say sends goosebumps all over my body

[01:03.48] I've tried for so long not to look at you

[01:06.66] To not look at pictures of you

[01:08.25] To cut off all contact with you

[01:11.11] But I can't stop

[01:12.45] I can't stop how I feel

[01:14.83] I don't know if I'll ever stop feeling this way

[01:17.76] At least not for a long time

[01:21.44] I see you with him it makes me sick to my stomach

[01:24.63] And although that should put me off you, it doesn't

[01:27.28] It only makes me want you more

[01:30.73] If you knew how I felt, I wouldn't even be writing this shit

[01:34.72] I wouldn't be so lonely

[01:37.11] You'd understand how much you mean to me

[01:38.97] You mean so much to me

[01:42.15] I wish you'd look at me the way I look at you

[01:45.34] I wish I could be with you

[01:48.80] I just want to feel the warmth of your body next to mine

[01:51.98] To see your smile

[01:53.84] I want to play with your hair

[01:56.76] See it shine under the sun as it hits you just right

[02:00.22] I want to watch the sun sink behind the heavens with you

[02:03.94] Talk, laugh, make out

[02:06.06] Anything

[02:07.92] I just want anything from you