BoyWithUke - Understand (128K)

[00:15.18] Girl, I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand

[00:19.31] But I can’t wanted to be your man back then

[00:23.98] And you knew I fell for you

[00:26.19] But you just broke my heart in two

[00:28.44] I was sad, mad and broken on my bed

[00:31.16] Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head

[00:33.20] I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med

[00:35.24] When I was met with a prescription of a bullet made of lead and

[00:37.83] When I woke in an hour in a pool of my own sweat

[00:40.21] I said I swear to god i’ll never even try to sleep again

[00:42.54] So instead I took my pen and started writing evidence and

[00:44.75] When I started making sense I found that I had reached the end

[00:47.00] Oh i’m upset, I have no

[00:47.60] Friends, you wanna bet? You’re just pretend!

[00:49.38] You’re just a pet confined within the lines of writing you’re not ****

[00:51.93] I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways, I swear I did

[00:55.97] I said i’d talk to people bout the problematic life I lived

[01:00.77] They were my neighbors; razor blades and different flavored pills I hit

[01:05.19] Therefore i’m at surely my last straw

[01:07.82] I’m so gassed stuck in the past I said that

[01:10.40] Girl, I hope you understand

[01:12.82] I wanted to hold your hand but I can’t

[01:15.66] Wanted to be your man back then

[01:20.08] And so far I never held you with my arms

[01:22.58] So it’s hard to be the one you aren’t

[01:24.96] With instead filled with anxiety

[01:27.00] Always was a part of me guess i’m not cut out to be

[01:29.46] Somebody cuz it’s not me. I’m not used to all the talking

[01:31.42] Was an introvert that had converted feelings into writing

[01:33.55] Used to cope with all my problems using notes and lots of rhyming

[01:36.05] Used to hope for better days whenever nights would have me crying

[01:38.35] I’m not lying when I say that I would rather die than go back to the times

[01:40.73] I would try and be the ****that people know as always fighting

[01:43.48] With the demons hiding far ****** my eyelids

[01:45.44] On an island full of violence, in my head I had two pilots

[01:47.73] Oh the sun don’t shine, and skies turn grey

[01:51.03] I feel it coursing through my veins

[01:53.16] I’ve said before i’m not ok

[01:55.74] But you don’t listen anyway

[01:57.70] You know I tried, you turned away

[01:59.91] You straight up lied right to my face

[02:02.33] You ****** my life, ruined my day

[02:05.08] But you don’t know so i’ll say

[02:06.67] Nothing can fill this silence

[02:09.21] No one can love I did

[02:11.38] Nobody cares you lied it’s

[02:13.84] Not fair. You still deny it (you don’t know so i’ll say)

[02:16.47] Nothing can fill this silence

[02:18.43] No one can love I did

[02:20.85] Nobody cares you lied it’s

[02:23.56] Not fair. You still deny it (you don’t know so i’ll say)

[02:25.73] Girl, I hope you understand

[02:27.61] I wanted to hold your hand but I can’t

[02:30.36] Wanted to be your man back then

[02:34.28] And too bad I know I can’t wake up

[02:36.70] Because i’ve lost my way and you don’t give a **** about me

[02:40.24] This could be a dream

[02:41.33] I can’t see the things that you see so please oh

[02:44.16] Girl, I hope you understand

[02:45.96] I wanted to hold your hand but I can’t

[02:48.96] Wanted to be your man back then

[02:52.96] And you had known and played along

[02:55.47] You were my home, I wrote you songs

[02:57.59] Now you’re dead to me

[02:58.97] Effectively, removed yourself

[03:01.06] Outside my dreams