Intrusive Thoughts
[00:00.37] Intrusive Thoughts
[00:00.90] Natalie Jane
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[00:03.82] I'm historically heartbroken
[00:08.34] Drownin' in my own emotions
[00:12.39] One minute away from the breakin'
[00:16.11] down, down, down I'm
[00:19.03] always leavin' empty-handed
[00:23.55] No one wants a heart that's damaged
[00:27.00] Only know what love
[00:28.86] that lets me down, down, down
[00:33.64] No more starin'
[00:35.50] contest with the walls
[00:40.55] I'm givin' in to
[00:43.20] my intrusive thoughts
[00:50.37] What if I never
[00:51.70] find anybody to love
[00:53.83] Or I finally get the chance
[00:55.69] and I fuck it all up?
[00:57.55] 'Cause I can't get hurt
[00:59.67] if I'm the first one to leave, woah
[01:05.52] What if I get to heaven
[01:07.11] and it's not even real
[01:08.97] And I die before
[01:10.57] tellin' you how I really feel?
[01:12.95] 'Cause it feels like hell
[01:14.81] and I just can't help but think
[01:18.53] That maybe love's not for me
[01:25.44] If you don't look too closely
[01:29.16] You can't even tell I'm lonely
[01:32.61] Even though it keeps me up
[01:35.53] at night, night, night, I
[01:40.31] try to keep myself distracted
[01:44.03] But I got all these awful habits
[01:47.75] Of listenin' to voices
[01:49.88] in my mind, mind, mind
[01:54.13] No starin' contest with the walls
[02:01.03] I'm givin' in to
[02:03.95] my intrusive thoughts, oh
[02:12.72] What if I never
[02:16.17] find anybody to love
[02:17.24] Or I finally get the chance
[02:18.83] and I fuck it all up?
[02:20.16] 'Cause I can't get hurt
[02:22.02] if I'm the first one to leave,
[02:27.86] What if I get to heaven
[02:29.72] and it's not even real
[02:31.32] And I die before
[02:32.91] tellin' you how I really feel?
[02:35.30] 'Cause it feels like hell
[02:37.16] and I just can't help but think
[02:41.41] Maybe love's not for me Oh-oh,
[02:48.85] maybe love's not for me,
[02:56.29] Maybe love's not for me
[03:03.72] Maybe love's not for me
[03:07.71] For me, for me, for me
[03:11.43] Maybe love's not for me
