Christmas_Vacation_Blues

[00:05.61] Day after Christmas, it's

[00:07.68] December 26

[00:10.80] I'm at my parents house, and

[00:13.19] I just feel like shit

[00:15.85] I don't know what I'm doing here

[00:18.50] I don't know why

[00:20.89] If I'm here for one more day

[00:23.02] I think I'm gonna die

[00:25.94] I don't know what I'm doing here

[00:28.60] I'm all alone

[00:30.93] Except for the other three people Inside my home

[00:35.98] I need to get away

[00:38.37] Be on my own

[00:40.97] Then I'll get better, and

[00:43.05] I won't be so alone

[00:50.70] I don't wanna go to jail

[00:52.56] Or get suspended from college

[00:53.81] Or have my apartment searched

[00:55.94] Don't want to sit

[00:57.01] In solitary confinement

[00:59.20] Because I'm transgender

[01:00.73] I don't know what to do with those thoughts

[01:02.51] What to do with those things

[01:04.10] Because I know that they're probably

[01:05.62] Not gonna happen just yet

[01:07.74] But I'm thinking about them

[01:09.07] I'm so fucking anxious right now

[01:15.45] I don't know what I'm doing here

[01:17.57] I'm all alone

[01:19.96] Except for the other three people

[01:22.09] Inside my home

[01:24.74] I need to get away

[01:27.61] Be on my own

[01:29.69] Then I'll get better

[01:30.98] I'll get better

[01:32.04] I'll get better

[01:33.10] I'll get better

[01:34.16] I'll get better

[01:34.96] I'll get better

[01:35.45] I'll get aaaaaaaaah

[01:45.82] I need a car that doesn't cost $3000 to repair

[01:51.59] And when I get back home, I need somebody waiting for me there

[01:58.50] Everything is so expensive

[02:00.09] Everything is so expensive

[02:01.69] Everything is so expensive

[02:03.02] Why does it cost so much?

[02:05.08] Everything is so expensive

[02:06.67] Everything is so expensive

[02:08.27] Everything is so expensive

[02:09.86] Why does it cost so much?