a_letter_to_myself_at_17

[00:11.12] You'll say goodbye

[00:13.78] Pack your bags, and you'll fly across the world

[00:24.34] And you'll end up somewhere

[00:27.19] People don't really care that you've kissed girls

[00:38.35] You'll fall in love

[00:40.67] One year on, you'll get dumped in a park

[00:51.79] But that's ok

[00:53.84] Because when you're in pain, you make art

[01:05.26] And the higher you climb, the lower you sink

[01:07.86] And the stronger the drink, the longer you think

[01:11.04] The less you know (Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)

[01:18.15] And the smarter you play, the harder the game

[01:21.28] And the harder the game, the stronger the pain

[01:24.20] The more you grow (Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)

[01:30.58] So you grow

[01:32.11] Don't call them friends

[01:34.18] If they're only your friends when you're doing drugs

[01:44.80] And don't wait for the day

[01:47.64] You reach your perfect weight, 'cause that day never comes

[01:58.27] And the more that you get, the more that you want

[02:01.47] And the more that you care, the harder you love

[02:04.39] The more it'll hurt, it'll hurt all the time

[02:07.84] I swear that you're cursed, you'll be sorry you tried

[02:11.56] But the longer you rest, the more that you've guessed

[02:14.75] The deeper the doubt, the higher you get

[02:16.86] The more it'll bring you down

[02:20.05] And when you can't get any lower

[02:23.16] And when you think it's really over

[02:30.86] It's never really over

[02:39.02] Just go outside

[02:41.42] All I know is that time won't wait for you

[02:52.31] Try to be happy, you might be if only you knew

[03:01.87] That your wildest dreams came true