i hate waking up (feat. Rxseboy, SadBoyProlific & Alek Olsen)
[00:00.17] When the sun widens it's eyes
[00:07.25] I no longer know what's goin' on in here
[00:17.24] Ayy, ayy wakin' up soon, but I wanna sleep
[00:20.97] Nothing is worse than leavin' these sheets
[00:22.82] Barely awake, still brushing my teeth
[00:24.94] Running the tap, rinse and repeat
[00:26.80] You were the lady and I was a tramp
[00:28.93] But showing you off, I felt like the champ
[00:30.79] I was your favorite, but fading away
[00:32.65] Leaving saliva all over my face
[00:34.77] Movies on Fridays no longer a thing
[00:36.65] Huh, II feel it sting
[00:39.04] What didn't I bring? 'Cause I brought a lot
[00:40.64] In case you come back
[00:41.97] I'll be saving your spot
[00:42.76] Try making a difference and showing you life
[00:44.62] Stuck at your side, you stuck in a knife
[00:46.75] Pourin' you wine, you pourin' my blood
[00:48.87] Wipe out my lifе, in need of a flood, yeah
[00:50.99] I need a flood, I need an ending
[00:52.85] I'm scared of thе truth
[00:54.10] So I'll keep pretending
[00:55.41] Don't need a reason, I've been defeated
[00:56.91] Now I'm alone, I'll be looking for Jesus
[00:59.57] I no longer know what's going on in here
[01:06.47] Yeah, ever seen somebody die?
[01:08.86] Ever cut your wrists with
[01:10.19] The bluntest of knives?
[01:10.99] Hit your friends, started texting goodbyes?
[01:12.58] Ain't nothin' left, but death in your eyes
[01:14.71] Sometimes people leave and
[01:16.19] The lesson's acceptance
[01:16.99] The older you get, harder it is to get it
[01:18.58] Some people look for you
[01:20.19] Some look for an exit
[01:20.97] Might hurt you, might hate it
[01:21.79] But never regret it
[01:23.12] (I don't run from pain, it made me)
[01:24.72] How could I ever hate what had shaped me?
[01:26.59] Been to hell, how could death ever phase me?
[01:28.45] Wish 'em well, even when they all hate me
[01:29.77] Let me be
[01:31.37] Take my soul and finally set it free
[01:33.22] Spread my ashes on the seven seas
[01:35.35] Let me rest in peace, when I'm dead
[01:36.94] Deceased swear, a grave's the only thing
[01:38.54] That's left for me
[01:39.60] I need a flood, I need an ending
[01:40.93] I'm scared of the truth
[01:42.41] So I'll keep pretending
[01:43.20] Don't need a reason, I've been defeated
[01:45.06] Now I'm alone, I'll be looking for Jesus
[01:48.26] I no longer know what's going on in here
[01:51.44] (I have literally no hope
[01:52.78] I have nothing left)
[01:54.89] Ain't a discography, this an effigy
[01:57.28] I'm a giant, so when I am dyin'
[01:58.87] You had better make sure that
[02:00.47] I'm buried seven feet
[02:01.27] My reflection deference to the left of me
[02:03.13] Cracking under pressure
[02:04.72] Don't let it get to me
[02:05.25] You can even break me down chemically
[02:07.38] Rappin' pain
[02:07.91] The only thing that my chemistry
[02:08.97] Contains, I think that this meant for me
[02:11.10] I think it's meant for me
[02:12.16] Maybe not meant to be
[02:13.22] I'm sick and tired of fighting with enemies
[02:15.08] Tryin' to cry, she lied about everything
[02:16.67] I wanna die, but that's a petty thing
[02:19.06] I got a lot more I could be giving
[02:20.92] Some people hate me, that's a given
[02:23.05] Wonder what I could've done to
[02:24.64] Act like the sun
[02:25.44] And put some good use to my energy
[02:26.77] I think I'm done, done, done, done
[02:28.89] I wanna run, run, run, run
[02:30.76] Tried to get some, some, some, some
[02:32.61] And I fucked up my funds, funds, funds, funds
[02:35.00] I got like two years to be me
[02:36.86] And I got like three days in a week
[02:38.72] Now I got like four things that I need
[02:40.85] And I bought like five pills, I'm asleep
[02:42.97] Yeah, you know I'm tired as shit
[02:44.31] I thought I'd die as a kid
[02:45.90] I brought a knife into school
[02:47.48] And they told me, "It is what it is"
[02:49.08] Should've been locked in a prison
[02:50.68] Talk about shitty decisions
[02:52.01] I had to roam, no intentions
[02:53.33] Told me to work for my pension, huh
[02:54.92] Nowadays, I've been getting paid
[02:57.32] 'Cause the music got me some attention, yeah
