hard headed

[00:38.33] Tryna change my way of thinkin', I just don't know where to start

[00:40.45] Tend to keep my head up, but my mind falling apart

[00:42.85] And money don't heal the pain, I just hide it with shit I bought

[00:45.23] I put chains around my neck, but can't put chains around my heart

[00:47.62] I let people into my life who said it's gon' be alright

[00:50.28] Thinkin' that they wouldn't, but they would for the right price

[00:52.93] I think love is overrated anyway

[00:55.33] 'Cause if the love real, it shouldn't fade away

[00:57.45] And I used to pray for better days, they ain't ever came

[00:59.31] Love is overrated anyways, it don't mean a thing

[01:01.69] It just turn my heart darker, but made me think smarter

[01:04.89] When pain come from someone you love, it hit harder

[01:07.53] Trustin' all my brothers, know I love 'em to the death of me

[01:09.68] Loyalty should come with the love, that's the recipe

[01:12.32] Think I need a scouter, it be hard to read yo' energy

[01:14.71] And you ain't treat me right, but I still gave you what's left of me

[01:17.37] They say live and learn, but when I'ma start learning?

[01:19.78] And If time really heal, then why am I still hurting?

[01:22.17] 'Cause I been waiting, Lord, I been so patient

[01:27.21] Feel like it's the same old thing, just a different day

[01:29.33] Same fake love, they just showin' it in different ways

[01:31.73] Keep fallin' for it and I don't get it

[01:34.38] Heart too big and I'm hard headed

[01:36.77] Everybody telling me that time gon' heal me

[01:39.17] If it don't happen soon, Father Time gon' kill me

[01:41.55] 'Cause I can't see clearly, I don't know where I'm goin'

[01:44.74] Blind, but my eyes wide open

[01:46.87] Turned they back on me, bet they won't do that shit again

[01:48.46] I remember when the mirror was my one and only friend

[01:51.11] Even that came to an end

[01:52.71] I learned how to love myself,

[01:54.32] Locked in and put my feelings on the shelf

[01:56.71] Remember I was cryin' out for help and I felt so ignored?

[01:58.57] Feel like I been crossed by everyone that I had feelings for

[02:00.96] I'ma be the greatest, that's the only thing I know for sure

[02:03.35] Tryna ride my wave when they the ones who threw me overboard

[02:06.00] Look at how them tables turn

[02:07.86] She ain't wait for me, but want me to wait for her

[02:09.99] I can't do that, baby

[02:11.32] I'm the only one that can save me

[02:13.18] Appreciate the beauty in the struggle 'cause it made me

[02:15.56] They say live and learn, but when I'ma start learning?

[02:18.22] And If time really heal, then why am I still hurting?

[02:20.35] 'Cause I been waiting, Lord, I been so patient

[02:25.66] Feel like it's the same old thing, just a different day

[02:27.79] Same fake love, they just showin' it in different ways

[02:30.17] Keep fallin' for it and I don't get it

[02:32.56] Heart too big and I'm hard headed