BoyWithUke-Trauma-_Official-Video_
[00:30.67] Growing up I never had a lot of money
[00:32.53] I never had a phone
[00:33.32] Always was a little hungry
[00:34.92] Used to find it hard to sleep
[00:35.98] When I could hear my mother sobbing
[00:37.04] I was ten back then
[00:38.90] I didn't have a room
[00:39.96] Had to buy used shoes
[00:41.29] I hid behind tunes
[00:42.09] To avoid abuse
[00:43.68] And every time I fell
[00:44.48] I would blame it on myself
[00:45.54] Even if it was an accident
[00:48.73] Maybe it's not what I want
[00:51.92] Oh, I've seen better days
[00:53.78] And the moment fucking sucks
[00:57.49] But I'll be damned if I don't stop
[01:00.95] And, honestly, why not
[01:02.81] When nobody gives a fuck
[01:05.46] But sometimes I just can't help myself
[01:10.24] I wanna give up trying
[01:12.37] And start doing something else
[01:14.76] Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
[01:19.54] I know it's in my mind
[01:21.40] But I think I need some help
[01:23.79] 'Cause sometimes I just can't help myself
[01:26.45] I was an outcast
[01:27.78] Thrown out to dry and get laughed at
[01:30.17] Too shy to talk about home
[01:31.76] I always thought life was supposed to be cold
[01:34.15] And, oh, I've been so
[01:36.81] Lost without hope
[01:39.20] I got a window in my head, it's a casket
[01:41.85] You know I be wishing I was dead, but I mask it
[01:43.71] Maybe it's not what I want
[01:46.90] Oh, I've seen better days
[01:48.76] And the moment fucking sucks
[01:52.48] But I'll be damned if I don't stop
[01:55.93] And, honestly, why not
[01:57.79] When nobody gives a fuck
[02:00.45] But sometimes I just can't help myself
[02:04.96] I wanna give up trying
[02:07.09] And start doing something else
[02:09.48] Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
[02:14.26] I know it's in my mind
[02:16.12] But I think I need some help
[02:19.31] Because it's all I know
[02:21.70] My hands around my throat
[02:23.82] Pray that I won't let go
[02:26.21] This time around
[02:28.60] But every single time
[02:30.73] I try to shut my eyes
[02:32.85] I see the reason why
[02:35.51] I'm not alone
[02:36.84] Sometimes I just can't, but sometimes I just can't help myself
[02:43.74] I wanna give up trying
[02:46.13] And start doing something else
[02:48.52] Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
[02:53.04] I know it's in my mind
[02:55.17] But I think I need some help
[02:57.56] Sometimes I just can't help myself
