ESOEMOEHOED
[00:08.90] we haven't talked since last july
[00:16.87] mom makes me feel bad for not calling you
[00:25.11] i can’t for the life of me figure out why, she's still on your side
[00:33.08] after everything that you put us through
[00:40.25] when you started smoking after 30 years sober, and i started hoping it didn't mean anything
[00:48.22] but now you live 10 hours away, and i miss you every second of everyday
[00:56.45] so if losing me isn't rock bottom then what is it?
[01:00.44] do you think you’ll die before you hit it?
[01:04.42] do you know that i miss you every second of every minute of every hour of every day?
[01:20.89] i thought we had something that no one else did
[01:24.61] knew we were family but i thought we were friends
[01:28.59] but then you became everything you warned me against
[01:32.84] torched down my home town and every bridge to it
[01:36.56] when you started smoking after 30 years sober, and i started hoping that it would be over soon
[01:45.08] but now you live 10 hours away, and i miss you every second of everyday
[01:53.04] so if losing me isn't rock bottom then what is it?
[01:57.03] do you think you’ll die before you hit it?
[02:01.01] do you know that i miss you every second of every minute of every hour of every day?
[02:09.78] i know i’ll never get a letter but i hope you say you’re sorry
[02:13.76] cause i miss you more than anybody’s ever missed anybody
[02:18.01] i know i didn’t cause, i can’t control, and i can’t cure it
[02:22.00] i know it’s hard, i know it’s lonely, i know you’re hurting
[02:25.45] but i’m mourning somebody that hasn’t even died
[02:29.44] i’m fighting an addiction that isn’t even mine
[02:33.42] it’s exhausting to be this angry all of the time
[02:45.64] so if losing me isn't rock bottom then what is it?
[02:49.62] do you think you’ll die before you hit it?
[02:53.61] do you know that i miss you every second of every minute of every hour of every day?
[03:01.58] you were supposed to protect me but you didn’t
[03:06.11] and i know i’m grown now but i’m still your kid and
[03:10.36] i miss you every second of every minute of every hour of every day
