Where He Lies
[00:18.51] One day I woke up
[00:19.92] I didn't know what was ahead of me
[00:22.32] Had a routine check at the dentist
[00:24.17] And after the scan they found something they'd never seen
[00:26.67] He said
[00:27.73] Look at the screen, this could be a mass
[00:29.94] What does it mean? That's all we could ask
[00:32.33] I ended up getting a biopsy twice
[00:34.55] And then the results came back
[00:36.77] But I didn't know that yet
[00:38.62] I was in school looking down at a test
[00:40.57] But then when I left
[00:41.92] I walked to the car to see both of my parents, they're waiting
[00:44.73] This pain in my chest kept on creeping inside
[00:47.06] They're never both waiting for me to arrive
[00:49.24] And I had a feeling that something had happened
[00:51.67] And right when I asked them
[00:52.60] They both had this look in their eyes
[00:54.86] My sister got into the car
[00:57.13] And both of us started to panic
[00:59.62] The feeling was manic
[01:01.03] I said tell me what's wrong cause I couldn't stand it
[01:04.29] Madison street, halfway down towards moonlight
[01:08.59] My mom had a tear down her cheek
[01:10.26] When she told her son he had cancer
[01:12.15] That's when my soul left my body
[01:13.75] And all I could see was the weakness I carried inside
[01:16.72] For the rest of the ride
[01:17.73] I would be numb in my silence
[01:19.46] While all of my family would cry
[01:21.19] Like am I alive?
[01:22.51] What's there to live for?
[01:23.66] Now I'm a boy who was destined to die
[01:25.96] Like why even try?
[01:27.03] The boy who had dreams
[01:28.26] The one who existed before this arised
[01:30.69] I can feel my body emotionless deep inside I can
[01:36.34] See my funeral already this where he lies
[01:39.96] I'm there by this big cruel world that I reside in
[01:46.48] This the world that I die in
[01:50.02] Feel my body emotionless deep inside I can
[01:54.59] See my funeral already this where he lies
[01:57.79] I'm there by this big cruel world that I reside in
[02:04.79] This the world that I die in
[02:08.05] But then I got out
[02:09.81] I couldn't feel my feet when they'd hit the ground
[02:12.04] I couldn't feel the beat when my heart would pound
[02:14.13] I start to drown
[02:15.21] Tears running down my face
[02:16.31] And I'm wondering how all these tears have escaped
[02:19.06] When I was so numb
[02:20.08] And I ain't feel a thing
[02:21.28] And that's how it felt for like all of my days
[02:25.36] 5 a.m it was so early
[02:27.53] It's the day of my surgery
[02:30.11] It's the day they would murder me
[02:32.23] I felt nothing internally
[02:34.62] I didn't feel sadness
[02:36.81] I was prepared for the worst, I assumed it would happen
[02:39.57] Next thing I knew I had a doctor surrounding me
[02:42.07] Marking my face with risk cancerrodomy
[02:45.20] Then we rolled out of the room
[02:46.96] My parents had said their goodbyes
[02:49.88] I thought in that moment I'm doomed taking me to my demise
[02:54.39] They lifted me onto the table
[02:56.30] One of them looked in my eyes
[02:58.28] And asked me to move then count up to ten
[03:00.62] And all I remembered was five
[03:02.82] Feel my body emotionless deep inside I can
[03:07.69] See my funeral already this where he lies
[03:11.22] I'm there by this big cruel world that I reside in
[03:17.93] This the world that I die in
[03:21.21] Feel my body emotionless deep inside I can
[03:25.99] See my funeral already this where he lies
[03:29.44] I'm there by this big cruel world that I reside in
[03:36.25] This the world that I die in
