All of the Above
[00:02.25] I've been told I'm lazy
[00:03.48] I've been told I'm crazy
[00:05.34] I feel like I'm maybe all of the above
[00:08.79] I've been called a waste, well
[00:10.65] Never to my face, hell
[00:12.51] I've been told I'm great and I'll never be enough
[00:15.35] Yeah
[00:17.29] I just woke up hoping that this would be a much better day
[00:20.64] I just spent the morning up trying to learn how to meditate
[00:23.57] Anything
[00:24.63] That could get me right back into this old better state
[00:27.56] But that ain't working maybe I just gotta go get away
[00:30.48] Nope, that ain't it
[00:32.07] No that's not what I needed
[00:33.67] Swear I knew this before so why do I keep on repeating
[00:37.12] Expecting different results
[00:38.71] Like something's going to change
[00:40.57] Guess I did this to myself I think I'm going insane
[00:43.76] Okay look
[00:44.45] One side telling me to go all out
[00:46.20] Other side telling me stop
[00:47.81] One side telling me to focus on the work and the job
[00:49.83] Other side keep telling me "nah"
[00:50.88] Keep telling me I
[00:51.68] Need a second just to breathe
[00:53.01] Need a minute just to rest
[00:54.33] But part of me telling me I cannot do that
[00:55.93] I'll get all the sleep that I need when I'm dead
[00:58.32] Feeling like I'm at the edge
[00:59.38] Tip-toeing on the ledge
[01:00.71] Quit throwing in the towel
[01:02.31] That's not how I'm going out right now not yet
[01:04.97] But I confess
[01:05.76] I been upset
[01:06.82] Every morning I been laying in bed
[01:08.42] Scrolling through feeds
[01:09.21] Knowing it means
[01:10.27] Nothing to me
[01:10.81] I'm not my best
[01:11.87] I've been told I'm lazy
[01:13.20] I've been told I'm crazy
[01:15.06] I feel like I'm maybe all of the above
[01:18.51] I've been called a waste, well
[01:20.11] Never to my face, hell
[01:21.96] I've been told I'm great and I'll never be enough
[01:25.41] I heard I'm successful
[01:27.28] I just let them guess tho
[01:29.04] They ask is it stressful doing what you love
[01:32.23] I feel like I'm still lost
[01:34.37] Maybe thats the real job
[01:35.68] I pray that you're real god
[01:37.55] And everything above
[01:40.21] I was counting mistakes
[01:41.53] Rounding up to be safe
[01:43.40] Down and out but like roundabouts
[01:44.98] I went back around now we straight
[01:46.85] I went back around like twenty times
[01:48.71] Or like 22 or like 29
[01:50.56] Thought I cracked the code like a dozen times
[01:52.42] Hope it pans out like it's sunny side
[01:53.90] But I, know
[01:55.77] All the circles have a role ay
[01:57.63] Flowers die when the showers dry
[01:58.95] That doesn't mean they didn't grow ay
[02:01.08] Even if it doesn't show ay
[02:02.68] Even if I never know ay
[02:04.53] I see stars in the darkest nights
[02:06.13] So i'll find light in this whole thing
[02:07.72] I've been told I'm lazy
[02:08.96] I've been told I'm crazy
[02:10.56] I feel like I'm maybe all of the above
[02:14.27] I've been called a waste, well
[02:15.87] Never to my face, hell
[02:17.72] I've been told I'm great and I'll never be enough
[02:21.17] I heard I'm successful
[02:22.51] I just let them guess tho
[02:24.36] They ask is it stressful doing what you love
[02:28.09] I feel like I'm still lost
[02:29.68] Maybe thats the real job
[02:31.54] I pray that you're real god
[02:33.14] And everything above
